[daf-nee]

2011-11-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

Hello!

Want know something random? Sure you do otherwise why are you here? Or, click here? hehehe :p My two months (Sep - Oct) drafts are still all in my phone. Sounds crazy right? I can imagine my priceless face if my phone memory bullies me. I can't write out my whole entire week/month by just starring at my laptop and depending on my memory. Apparently I have an imaginary recycle bin that chases and attack my memory card around my brain; at wonder I can't remember stuff so well. When I get inspiration, I'll type away on the spot in my phone. :D TEEHEE!

Besides that, I decided renovate my blog as you can see the difference. I should have print screen my old blog design before I started renovating. Silly me T_T I can't stand the mess and the lack of space on my page. I'm done with creating new pages, transferring and linking it together. What's left? Design! I think I'll start on it after I'm done with my more important priorities first. Yeah, that's how we should all roll and keep rolling! \(^.^)/ <3

What do I have for now? It may looks like the number of stuff on my list are little but the seconds, minutes, hours, days and weeks I use to get it done is ...quantity, yo. So, judge wisely. >:D

I have a craft to work on --> preparation and finish up: 1 poem, 2 video films, 33 photography images & 1 proposal + planning + slides + materials (if needed) --> prepare for final exams in about 2 'ohmycheese, please stab me but not literally' weeks time --> wedding songs to find, listen and pick. I have a theory of trying to do the best I can and not doing just for the sake of doing it -- also, it's quite hard to control my perfectionist ingredient I have in me (heh). I'm here to discover myself and discover what I'm best at, so I may as well just put in as much as I can, betul tak? Betul... :p Apparently in someone's defence, in certain situations, I should just do stuff the smart way and not put too much effort (I name the person's theory: the lazy way out). Well...

I really thank God for:

always blessing me with good team mates (even if they can be challenging sometimes, at least, I experience and learn how to handle these kind of people. If I get 'perfect' team mates all the time, then when crisis or problems arise in the real world, I'll probably be ...stuck. TEEHEE! I shall take every challenge as a good training experience)
giving me very little time to do art stuff for people (little time is still precious to me. I used to have no time. :O)
an existence time space to make a new profile picture which I actually owe myself to do; it was 1 month delayed.
helping me to survive the days since sleep is going against me from getting rest.

I need me time. On my current list, my me time I want to do:

spend quality time with God
read book (I have two bags from two different book fairs I went to. I want read them all! I can't believe I take months just to finish one book. It's ridiculous! :p)
exercise (It's been 3 weeks since I last did one, ohmycheese. This is so sad. There goes me turning into a yellow cheese panda and my healthy decreasing level)
art stuff (I can't believe it's been already one year since I delay my wall photo collages project. The wall needs an update! I hope my blog design won't delay for long. I want make stuff for people, too!)
drive
cook
catch up with my friends (I'm already getting lecture from my friends :p ...I love you! hahaha)

Dear time management, we need a new and better strategy to conquer the world from killing the cheese out of me! We can do this. Watch out, time. >:D

2011-09-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

First week of August:

Today is one of those days I have to remind myself to find a bigger heart and to love undeserving ones. :)
I was telling God how I can't wait to spend my holiday with Him. :) ...so many things I want fit in before my holiday ends. I am excited!! \(^.^)/

First week of August:

Classes are combined to do presentation -- rock on! :D Yezz, I like combine classes.
Good times with friends in coffee shop while others upstairs doing presentation. <33
Lift in, lift out ...next lift plzz. The next lift was as fast as the previous lift. It arrived at the same timing, muahahaha. 8D
There are some people I want be friends with but ...I'm terrible in it T_Tv at least I had random short conversations with these people before. Sometimes I get confuse whether I should greet them or not o_o ...or, do they remember me??
I've got to give credit to my guy friend. We catch up once in a blue moon that's if we ever bump into each other. He talks with me as if we've been buddies for years after years and it's quite a comfortable feeling. He's only 14 years old. We've seen each other grow up but not as close as you may think though. He's got that social strength which is good. :) I always see him cycle about and hang out with his neighbourhood friends a lot. I miss doing those stuff, too. T_Tv

First week of August:

While watching 'Happy Together', they were celebrating their 200th episode, the hosts were asked to switch roles with invited guest. It helps me realize how the hosts does a great job all these years since someone else took their roles for that episode. I finally realize what it takes for them to win awards. :'D They are the people that make the show happen -- they are the show. :)
I have an interest for talk shows. The kind of show that can make me laugh so much (stress reliever) and another kind that shares so much of people's experiences and knowledge. It's really how much patience people have to listen and gain out of it. :)
I just watched knee surgery. Cool!! *dances around*

2011-09-13T23:10:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

First week of August:

I found a website for CMYK and RGB in the same page; much happiness! I never knew there were such stuff, hehehe. I thought it comes only in form of books. :D
PLUCK musical -- good stuff! Since I don't attend much of musical theatre, this is consider good stuff for me. \(^.^)/ the characters reminds me of my friends. :p

Chubby boy laughs as if head banging. Chubby boy talks a lot. Chubby boy blocks so does his mum. ...stab chubby boy. hehehe, no laaaa. I'm nice. ;) Its my first time seeing performers walk into the crowd -- quite cool. :D

Snack time with sister. <33
Family dinner.
Family supper. When my brother-in-law came to pick my sister, he brought pizza for us (taste good!). o__ov thankful that everyone chip in to finish -- yezz, grandpa and mummy, too -- for someone who is a no-no to late night supper. <33
When I was talking with God during my work, I was saying I don't know how long more I can fight to reach the finishing end. After awhile, God blew my mind! \(^.^)/

First week of August:

Exam donezz!! I'm reaching the end semester already. \(^.^)/
There were so many people that like my ring and nails, hehehe. Thank you! :)
Seems like today brought me back into the 'end primary school days' past. Something I told myself long ago to never to be bothered ever again. I shall attempt to stand firm on it again. I can do thizz! :)
Have you ever had a short expressive conversation with a mistaken person? I did. hahaha! When I realized, I immediately apologize, hehe. The person says it's okay. :p He could have given me the 'o__O' look while I talked. I thought my brother was behind me. :p
I just remember a friend randomly told me about how life has been around. It's nice to know that our friendship is comfortable enough to let me know without me asking you. :)
My guy friends did their exams wisely. o__o I need to learn not to be too hard-working.
My mummy tested me -- apparently, hahaha. (the type of situation where people try to hide their mistakes)

Oh, you noticed??
Yes, mummy, I did. I'm observant. :p

*looks at clock* 9pm -- sleep or not?? SLEEP!! Goodnight world. This is one of my rare chances. Time for my panda to lose weight (!!) -- panda eyes. :p
When someone I know writes own music lyrics to God, I am reminded that I need God like a whole lot because being on my own feet without God and living my life without depending on God is way too tiresome and draining. I hope I can once again find that place I once was and continue my joy and adventures with God (I don't mind if God decides to show new joy and adventures) -- being able surrender my burden away. :)

2011-09-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Last week of July:

The wonders of how I can sleep so late and wake up on my own early in the morning in my friend's home. It's either the sunlight shooting in (I've always wish to experience staying in my own home room with sunlight shooting in.) or the 'friend's place' theory. Suddenly thinking about my particular best friend, I miss sleeping over! It's nice to have a dog sleeping next to me and to have my best friend waking me up most of the time. *happy sigh* :)
Today, I told myself 'there's always a limit for everything.' It constantly helps me focus on what I'm doing and make better decisions. It makes sure I don't overly abuse myself, my health and people. Your decisions affect not only yourself but people, too.
It's quite cool to see my contacts split into half but not cool when I have to find both sides in my eye. It hurts and turned my eyes red. :O
I try to do whatever it takes to help wake myself up. I CAN DO THIZZZ!! ...zzz

Last week of July:

Thanks to my friend who gave me a helping hand by doing wake up calls. Without help, my body automatic wakes up after 8-10 hours later. :p
It's weird to adjust my finals which consist of assignment presentations and exam papers. Like, today is paper, tomorrow is presentation. I actually think I like it this way.
Thank God that He gave me strength to finish my exam. I felt so tired out and kept nodding off while writing my answers. I had to fight against falling asleep. Suddenly, probably after an hour later, I felt a sudden recharged of energy and started catch up. :'D success in life!
I have good company of study friends! \(^.^)/ The kind where we can LOLOL literally. :p I wanted study all the way without breaks but ... :'D where to find friends that make sure I get my breaks in between?? hehe.
My sister called up to ask on my exam and etc. My other sister called the day before to wish me all the best. Aww <33 where to find such awesome siblings?!? ...wait, I have! hehehehehe. :D

Last week of July:

My 3 hours of nap was as if the best moment of my life.
I'm in the middle of my end semester -- it's going to over soon. 1 week of holiday better than nothing. I roughly know what I aim to achieve during my holidays. ;)
I had my supper time with my family. :D

Last week of July:

I remember my friend told me that he wants to sleep for 16 hours, last night. I'm not sure if he really managed to but I slept for 13 hours, last night. \(^.^)/
It seems like long time since I last watch my list of drama. Even the ones I tape, I barely could watch any of it. Well, there's a limit for everything. :) Unless I have time, I'll put it aside. Then again, I want achieve other things in life, too. hehehehe
It's funny to see my friends imitating my facial expressions, gestures or the way I speak. I didn't realize that I make those kind of expressions. :p
I can't believe my sifu is recommending people to date me, lol -- so nonsense! It's nice knowing my sifu admires me but... nuuuuuuuuu, hahaha.

Last week of July:

My nails were done ...by a man. There's always a first time in life. :O
I received an undeserving love from my family, today. Thank you for loving me. :)
I went for FF and found questions to ask myself.

Are you feeding yourself in God's Word?
Have you been thinking deeply lately?
Are you building yourself so you can help build others?

...because one person can make a difference for the generation ahead.

Last week of July:

I did work and nap 3 times -- woke up from my own nap. Victory!!!
When I need do design work, the best thing is when I know or roughly guess what font is it and get it correct. BEST!
6 ulcers and popping pimples one by one. Ulcers usually make me lose appetite. Holidays are coming, be patience, be patience. Gigantic water bottle -- gulp gulp gulp! :)

2011-09-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

2nd last week of July:

When life is poop to extend even many happy songs or positive encouragement won't work, I pray and try bringing my head back from the sky back to ground. I remind myself that whatever I go through is the size of pinky finger. Remind myself that there are people out there who go through worse than me; probably size of all their fingers accumulated. They lack so much while I'm bless so much. I can do thizz! \(^.^)/ Fear nothing for God is by my side. :) *breathes*
Today's dinner at Nyoya Restaurant. Good food! I realize its the same building I used to come often when I was younger (many of my family history) and also, 2AM visited there before. I thank grandpa and my dad's generation for being a huge blessing to me; for being so hard-working throughout their life. Without them, my life wouldn't be comfortable, joyful and convenient. \(^.^)/ ...because of that, I want to pass on, not to take granted and make them proud of me that nothing went to waste. Every day I face different opsss! (failure), I remind myself that I hope this opsss! makes me become a better, independent and stronger person.
Last day of sifu's class, I'll miss her smack reality wisdom words. I feel/want believe that you're more than what you choose to portray yourself to us.
Video filming! \(^.^)/

2nd last week of July:

I want try to dip different sort of food into a bowl of melted cheese. :B

2nd last week of July:

The best thing I can do for myself is to have some time alone. I can't remember when was the last time I was alone was. There's always people and noise everywhere every day. Well, there's always a need of balance in life, noo?? ;) I feel much alive for this short moment during lunch. \(^.^)/
I like when daddy shares knowledge with me; especially when comes to technical or mechanical knowledge. I generally like people who don't mind sharing knowledge and not judge me for not knowing. o__ov I'm willing to learn if you're willing to share. :)

2nd last week of July:

I drop asleep at 9pm last night -- my dream time to sleep; rare stuff. I woke up at 10am. o__o This is how exhausted I have been.
I ...FINALLYYY found time to sweep and vacuum around. Success in life! \(^.^)/ For someone who can sweep 3-4 times a week, this is happiness. I even had time to squat around my room to find hair to throw into bin. *dramatic tears* For now, I need find time to mop. T__Tv I love squeaky clean floor.
I successfully edit my video finish. For first time, I'm grateful for karaoke audio. Thank God for rare 2nd chances in life.
Thankful for the chance to go for World Stage. <33
I love consuming meals.

2nd last week of July:

After so many assignments are done and current ones almost done, my friends and I went for World Stage ...for free! \(^.^)/ I'm grateful for my friend's gift. Thank you all for the good company! Thank you all for being funny, daring and crazy. You all are such adventurous people. :p Thank you for providing transport. We got lost, hahaha. The concert was alright - the vocals and performance quality is there but crowd energy and performer's energy ...hmmm. I love the jamming sessions. \(^.^)/

2011-08-31T23:58:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Somewhere in July:

It's been a long time since I took a long nap. Nicee!
I'm glad my sifu notes out what I need to improve and what I did well. I'm grown from sifu's class. :Dv I wonder what kind of facial expression I give out when people being critical about me. They all give out almost the same face reactions. I notice what I don't usually notice while I watched the video of myself which is great.

Somewhere in July:

I'm glad we're close to done for work. I thank God for my partner for being more capable and talented than me. I really dislike being useless when comes to contribution in work. I'll try my best tomorrow.
I redeemed my nugget coupons!! \(^.^)/ ...I also got new coupons. I didn't realize how thick face I am until today, lolol -- I feel 'malu' though I really didn't do anything wrong. :p
I still do think about punch bag and gloves once in awhile. Thoughts about it since late primary school days or early high school days. My replacement is exercise. I push myself better when mood isn't so great and I end up feeling great after that. :D
I'm like a chameleon. With front fringe, or side fringe, or tie up hair or boy short hair, I look different all the time to people. o__o ...until couldn't recognize me also, so geng. :p
Even though I'm happy about my last class but I really will miss mixing classes. I hope for mix classes in future. ;)
I have gotten a hug today -- nice! :)

2011-08-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Somewhere in July:

Singapore!
Done different stuff. Much less shopping or rather barely, I like! Let's do different stuff or go somewhere random where we never been before. \(^.^)/ I didn't manage to get my shoes but oh well, guess it's just not meant to happen. :)
Korean Wave concert!! OHYEAHH. Smart event coordinator. Start off with a strong group to engage audience attention. Continue alternative between great growing groups and not so great ones. Ended with the top groups -- ending part was the blast! I was curious about how korean groups perform live -- this concert was the opportunity for me. Music TV are edited and concerts are usually different. Finally saw them with my own eyes. 8D I was supposed to be on cheaper seats but got directed and shifted into more expensive and nearer to the stage seats! \(^.^)/ awesome stuff! What's even more awesome?!?! It lasted for 4 hours (maybe even more) instead of 3 hours. I saw a lot of foreigners. I heard about bouncers controlling the situation when Taeyang threw his jacket to the crowd (twice!). I saw fans that ran around the front stage. My electronics died all one go for the first time when the concert was about to end. There are certain stuff people bring and I don't know how they make it happen. o__o

The Group that Engages - F.T Island

Crowd Energy Groups - Miss A and X-5

Groups that has grown from their start - Teen Top (ohmycheese, no more alien kawaii looking, lol) and U-KISS

Quality Groups - Big Bang and 2NE1

Others - Dal Shabet, The Boss and Touch.

Somewhere in July:

Delicious breakfast-brunch-lunch combination food. Bump into my friends - joined us eat, too. Great time! I love sitting there and watching people running, riding bicycle, a walk with their pets, parents playing with their small kids. I love taking people photography - capture the moment. The food portion was large for 1 person meal. I could eat for lunch-dinner-and-next day's lunch, ohmycheese.
Oolala, tecman! We spend most of the time in this Christian bookstore. Large, I tell you. :O I found a worker comfortable to communicate with. That's nice! \(^.^)/ I may have 3 digit number of friends but friends who are close and comfortable are single digit number. :)
FGA Singapore, I was there. ;) From Ps Rodan's message, I was reminded the reason I serve in my ministry. The illustration of heart where the blood goes in, blood needs to come out, also. This explains how we gain, we also share. Also, said: You got to give to really live. Worship is great. They had Recruitment Stalls - cool stuff. :Dv free food and drinks, entertainment, meet enthusiastic people. I met this person - so crazy and full of charm and passion, lol - I like!
I saw a guy with Hyun Joong features before cinema started. I love that the cinema is nice looking and there's a huge hangout place to wait. I was so close to sitting down near him but my sisters wanted go (they didn't know until we left the area) T__Tv * insert drama music* ...sigh, lifeeee. HAHA :D
Supper! TEEHEE.
My sister brought the cockroach to the other side of the world. She should have tried share the good news, lol! :p Well, at least it pose for us for few pictures before it died. :Dv

Somewhere in July:

Lion King Musical play!! \(^.^)/ I love- I love! It was my sister's surprise for me, hehe.
I saw a guy at roadside that look like Yonghwa. :O
Interesting ice-cream shopp! I had Earl Grey flavoured ice-cream. :B The guy worker looks like Yoon Si-yoon. :O
I'm glad I managed put work out of my mind till after musical play -- mood spoiler much. :p
Have you ever burped with your nose?? I did :D it was quite ...frizzy. o__ov
The Malay guy who handled the counter for passport was trying ...to be humorous with his simple Mandarin skillzz with me. o__o

2011-08-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Somewhere in July:

I shared loads of joy today. :Dv
I like groups of people that sing and dance other group's songs or randomly pair up with other groups and do remixes whether their song or others or when they apply their own trademark dance song into another random song. <33 seeing this once in awhile on music show is refreshing.
Mummy cooked a lot of my favourite dishes!! :B
My friend was talking about what stuff we used to do which we haven't done for long time. I used to bring my canon without fail every day for class. We used to decorate on walls to make people happier -- I like how people take poser pictures with it; even strangers. I like this kind of friends - there are very few people in life that makes me feel like I could rule the world with them if we set our minds on something. \(^.^)/ Thank God for those people. <33

2011-08-26T00:56:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Somewhere in July:

I wore a purple tube with a top over it. My friend wore a purple singlet with a top over it. I got excited! My friend got traumatized. :Dv You should have seen how he quickly button up his top, hahaha.
My friend help to adjust the air con direction towards me. :D thanks!
I cannot sit still --- it is confirm. I nod off once in *cough-a room filled with students-cough*! This is so not cool. The video has so many interesting facts but my attention span was low. I'm happy I managed stay awake as long as I keep moving like tapping my fingers.
I've received a fan letter, hahaha. Apparently is was first tricked as a college suspension letter but I noticed how my name was written and I suspected straight away, tsktsktsk. :p
I was tempted to take a picture of a guy sleeping with his mouth wide open :p but didn't laa. I'm such a nice person, hehehe. His eyes were half open. o__o scary much, noo??
I'm thankful for my friend's encouragement today. \(^.^)/
Thank you, daddy who brought a new mouse for me. \(^.^)/
I'm proud of my friend who pays own education and works to pay a lot of own stuff.
If I had tumblr, I want post up mostly anything that's pretty (clothes, gadgets, buildings, interior designs, food, English/Mandarin/Cantonese/Korean stuff & etc) or encouraging words with pictures. If I had twitter, my blog will be abandoned and my twitter can accumulate up to 1000 twits in a day. o__o Therefore, I see no future for me in that. :p
I'm thankful for a daddy that calls me whether I want Slurpee or not. Yes, I want! \(^.^)/
I'm not a fan of dying shows. The kind of show you know that the main character will die -- you know the dying path of the storyline. I avoid as much as possible. Today, I watched a dying show (I know you may say, 'pftt, what did you just say earlier on?!? :p) -- probably the last time I did was 4 years ago?? Red swollen eyes and red nose and lips, and sneezed tissues is a package with such shows. I was reminded once again about not taking life for granted. :) I gotta admit it's a good movie - sad but a beautiful encouraging ending. :) I thought of an idea -- not that I'm aware of if anyone did before. I want personally write 'Jacob biscuits' size small letters about people I'm close with and I do appreciate. I'll keep piling it up till it looks like a treasure of letters. I'll try to keep as long as I live -- not bad idea aye?? :) Let's see how inspired and hardworking I will be in the future when I find the time. :p

Quote from 'Standing Sleeping Tree (2010)'

1. Phrase that says: As we live, there's always something we want really badly. But, we can't always get what we want.

At the end of movie, it rephrase and added saying: We can't always get what we want. Nevertheless, the reason we can live on is that.. we keep our earnest wishes deep in our hearts.

2. Firefighter stayed in the ambulance with a stranger woman he just saved from suicidal.

Woman: I didn't know what life would be like without him.

Fireghter: Just live. Everything's going to be alright only if you live.

This is the part when his wife reads a long letter for her before his death.

3. Sun-yeong, the world is a place where there are many fine people and is worth living in. Don't be timid and hold your head up.

4. Ending part from the woman's thoughts

(I love how the husband prepared a book to paste photos of his family -- and added in blank pages till it reaches the daughter's 20th birthday. It means he's telling her to continue living - a must to continue living.)

She says: Gu-sang, can your hear me? I don't have enough confidence to live on my own now... I'm always thinking of you every day and every night, but I promise that I'll learn to get on with my life. And then little by little... when the scar on my ankle becomes thin and faint, maybe by then, I think I can live on my own life.

I love the movie's music, also.

2011-08-26T00:16:00.003+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Somewhere in July:

My friend slept on a sofa. There were so many paparazzi! :Dv
A friend just made my day. \(^.^)/ I can sleep smiling --- wait, that's creepy, hahaha.

Somewhere in July:

I woke up all by myself! \(^.^)/ SUCCESS!
To find plug points under square box chairs -- so funzz man. All started from my friend's suggestions. :p
I've gotten news from my friend that my sifu approved work!!! Happiness indeed --- one step closer till the end. :)
I'm getting heat bums everywhere -- even on my face. *breathes* It's time to drink more water!! \(^.^)/ Take care of self is much needed - YOU, take care. :Dv
My friend saved my life. Well, something unfortunate happened.
I have found and added more inspirational blogs!! <33
I love my team. <33
My friend complimented about my blog. Thank you! :)
My friend wrote something sweet for me. Thanks! :)
My friend made a video for my church gangsters. It totally warms my heart and move my heart till shifted to the right side. :p I love you-lahhhhh!
I failed 3 times -- I have to stop failing in this area (that's desire but in reality, it's not that easy as said); if I can't stop, it is time to push myself and make room for improvement. I can do thizz!

2011-07-15T05:37:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

I am excited. I am excited. I am excited. I am excited.

I'm taking the first morning one. There are two groups currently over there already. Equation speaking, I may have the possibility of bumping into the other groups. Nehehe! >:D ...I hope I do.

That's not the only event that's making my heart beat so fast in excitement, the other one is that my sister has planned out everything (even made a planner schedule and what to bring and what not *aww - heart melting here*) It sounds so fun!! Thank you very much! <3 Once again, I'm thinking of that shoes that I wanted to get back then -- If chances arise, I might not hesitate about it. It's been on my mind since last month's trip.

I'll try my best to have fun and not think of the piled of work-work-work-work for the moment. On brighter note, at least, I have finished some work before I go. Yes, I didn't have time to sleep. I shall steal/grab/swim whatever opportunities to take short naps -- I'll try not to look too awesome for a panda-zombie, TEEHEE.

Dear classmates and sifu, I'll think about you and miss you all dearly. <3 I'll try bring back loads of pictures! \(^.^)/ I can hear the sound of rain; it just started not long ago. Oh, it makes me happy.

2011-07-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Saturday, the month of July:

Wah, I have such talented people in my cell group! They can draw, be good in choosing and doing colour combinations. They have been a great help! We had fun and an awesome time during video shoot.
I can't remember when I last took great effort into problem solving until today came along; 9 hours, I kid you not. I was finding a potential and experience superman. It was quite fail until someone came along and saved me! \(^.^)/ I canzz sleeppp --- it's pass midnight T_Tv
I'm thankful for my friend's parents that provided green bean soup, bali soup and pasta in one day. <33
I thank God that God kept my friend safe throughout today -- you rock for being brave! *salutes* I worried, got scared, distracted and was being prayerful.
I'm amaze of the power in one group's hand spread out into many groups.
My friend's tune of the song makes me feel as if I'm free from everything; as I lie on the floor and relax for a moment.

Sunday, the month of July:

Hi, my favourite Korean magician, Choi Hyun-woo on TV. :)
I saved a fish from fish bullies. It was in really terrible condition. It was in really terrible condition. I think I could nearly see its flesh but now it's healing. *yayy!*
I recall my friend teasing me 8D

Person A: Yeah, dye your hair blue.

Person B: Noo, dye your hair really black (my friend's hair colour is brown).

Person A: Noo, it looks so fake!

Person B: As if blue looks very real la?

Hehehe :B

2011-07-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

1st Thursday of July:

I have an extra point for being early. :Dv
I saw a sami carrying his back pack with a medium rabbit key chain attached to it, hehehehe.
I cracked an idea --- SUCCESS! \(^.^)/
Lunch time sky looks like dinner time --- sky was so darkkk. RAINNN plsss!! \(^.^)/
My friend tried push a table to give me more space but didn't realize that the table is glue to the wall. :D

Friday of July:

My classmates gave me an alien look because they thought today was me going overseas. Hehehe <3
I found a sifu who looks alike with my classmate --- totally made my day, hahaha. You should have seen a few sifu running around with their camera. Like, celebrity photo shoot :p
I spent time with birthday boy. I showered some orange juice blessings. 8Dv
I talked about death and people. Makes me think how important and precious life is. You and I could have the next 5 minutes left -- would you make choices differently?? Definitely, you will. Love life or you'll lose life.

2011-07-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

1st Tuesday of July:

You know if they are really your friends? One of the 'when': they care to save your face and belongings when they tell me that my bag is wide open. Thanks! :)
I met two random hilarious strangers in college but don't think they're of good influence :p but nice people. :)
I spend time knowing this friend of mine. :) She likes how I can protect myself from being bully and leave people speechless. :D I told her that I like that she's not easily angry at people - I like her patience. :)
Have you gotten a sweet smile and when you smile back (exchange smiles), it wasn't awkward at all. :D Niceee!
Thank you sister for the gifts from Thailand! 8D I super like-like, hehehe.

1st Wednesday of July:

My friend wants to be on this happiness list, lolol --- so, err-- Hi Scott? :p Nuuu, I'm not going to type what you wanted read.
I made a new friend, hehehehe. 8Dv
I forgot my friend was listening with a cd not to a radio station. I accidentally changed channels, teehee. :p
Transformers movie with college gangsters + dinner together = awesomezzz!!
My grandpa watched korean channel kbs. Wahh, I quite proud - genggg! 8D
I'm slowly learning that sometimes to let go and not protect is the best option (trust me, I don't protect for no reason and didn't stop protecting for no reason -- it was the most necessary decision to do so :)). It's been a habit in me and changing takes time. I love you so much to want to realize on your own instead of me saving the day. I can't be doing that for the rest of my life, so why not now, aye? *sings - the powerpuff girls tune* :D
My friend complimented my new head band --- TQ! ;)
I like your knowledge so much that I feel like taking up 'research' as my hobby. :B
Aww, my brother cut fruits for me to eat. T__T Touching much, no?
I love fruits!! <33

2011-07-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

First Sunday of July:

*sings - Tim Hughes - Everything * Be my everything! I love this song! \(^.^)/ It gotten stuck in my head and I find myself singing at random times.
I had my quality time with my church gangsters! <33 We're all individually noisy, crazy and fun - confirm-firm loads of adventure ALL THE TIME, lolol! \(^.^)/ I love them-lahhh.
I love when I lie next to my mummy's lap. She puts her arm over me. That's nice. :)
I'm thankful for my usual tailor. She knows how much I need help in sewing, hahaha. It's not that I didn't learn but I have tried and tried and tried --- I have a far way from being a pro.
Thanks daddy for the sundae topless ice-cream! I totally needed something to cool myself inside and sugar to hype up from all the energy drained out. :Dv
Dear neighbour, I like hearing you play your piano. :) I wonder if we ever get to be friends. I heard one of you are like a year older and the other a year younger - a brother and a sister (maybe more but I don't know). I truly miss having neighbour friends. :(
Goodnight world at 10pm :)

1st Monday of July:

I survived the day! Remember I slept early? Yeah, my sleep was disturbed from 2am onwards. 1 hour sleep after that. I woke up with tired red eyes. Thank God for strength!! \(^.^)/ I wouldn't have survived without you.
My friend says I look like a CEO who just came back from jogging or exercising, hahaha - funny. Yes, I have a gym in my office. :D *cough* Oh, CEO because I'm the team leader. If people can look like CEO, that's umm -- err, we can all look like Mr. Bean! 8D
Thanks for choosing me as a trustful and a listening friend. :)
I like when my friend goes 'you first time know Daphne?' hahaha, yes, I crack and cook jokes and definitely laugh as much as I drink water. *sings* I've got joyyy joyy in my heart.
My sifu noticed and care to find out the reason I didn't attend class - that's nice. :)
Semester ending soon - I'm going miss my sifu(s)!! T__Tv but, another new adventure begins - I'm quite excited about it, also. Knowledge <33
I saw a pretty and bubbly pre-school girl at the lift. \(^.^)/
Oh yeah baby -- accomplishment. New record - I can exercise finish in 40 minutes as my sets increases. \(^.^)/ Thanks stamina for growing stronger. I knew I could count on you as I keep having perseverance and hope to climb... (nuu, not mountain!) ...to the top of cheese-land. :Dv
Hi 2PM & f(x) on TV - welcome back, teehee. Hi Sunny Hill. :)
Ever had sing-along conversations - I did. :D Funzz!
Thanks for sharing spicy chips with me. :)

2011-07-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

2nd day of July:

Welcome back singer-actor Yonghwa and actress Park Shin Hye! I love seeing her get pissed off :p After watching his performances on music channels, now I get see him perform + act = bonus points, lolol. Love his ' tv-sister' - gained money out of his fame :D *terriblee* lol. His 'tv-band leader' has a loveable character o__o weird how he looks normal during band session but total opposite in art school. The way he eats in TV, he's going to need to burn those calories off during off sets. :D Usually people drink alcohol; he drinks 'vitagen' and expresses poems in dramatically hilarious way. I love everything in the drama - words, settings of items, decorations, places, clothes, music, actors, actresses and TV characters. Wait, I don't like crazy fans. o__o
That reminds me, mummy brought bread made from Japan - apparently finer bread. I'm not sure. I have not tried it yet.
I love to exercise before my main meals.
Hi Baek Ji Young. Jang Woo Hyuk, I like your performaces. :Dv
I love my grandpa enough to go out without a bath after exercise because I agreed to leave at certain time. Itch and dirty, ewww. I'm someone who needs to be clean all the time if possible. If it was few years back or last year, I'll make sure people wait for me to take my bath first no matter what. Hmm, I'm glad my brain and heart grew up. :) Thanks to the people who love me enough to tell me off and explain properly so I can become a better person. Daddy used to tell me, "You must always think what your priority in life is? Which is more important?'
I forgotten my prawn noodles are usually spicy. Thank God that grandpa is a fast eater. I poured my soup into his bowl - that helped decrease the spice. My cold sour plum juice was an extra help, too. I finish my food \(^.^)/ Victory with super red lips without tears shed!
Woo, during dinner, I noticed a guy that looks like "Lie To Me" younger brother character - actor Sung Joon! This is so... fascinating, lolol!
Congratulation Novak Djokovic and Maria Sharapova \(^.^)/ I read you up in newspaper. It's been a long time since I sat down and watch a tennis match.
I'm so fascinated with tv health show's surgery - it showed some procedures without sensor. Cooool! \(^.^)/
I love when people gives out hope and help make hopes come true - that's refreshing and nice :)
Running Man is my current laughing session! \(^.^)/ from trick a friend about random people's identities to poured water into cups that people are holding above their heads while being blind folded. I like her sleeping mask :B
Today, I have reminded myself that - you don't know how much you have and to be grateful until you see someone who has less than you.
It's scary how k-pop is blowing everywhere. Concerts always get sold out in minutes. O__O
I like Immortal Song 2. I like how the songs are picked based on a meaningful theme. I like how audience get to know their idols and their stories filled with different emotions - definitely all struggles from the start. I like how it's idol versus idol vocalist competition. I like how they've got the chance to express their vocals in any genre and rearrange it. I like how I get to watch invited influential and legendary artist. Hyorin makes me say 'wah liao wei' almost all the time with her blowing vocals. I always knew Jonghyung is a good performer and vocalist - he's got the crowd energy.

Quotes: 1. You have to be more of a storyteller, instead of a singer. 2. You have to make the song as if it is your own song.

2011-07-07T20:16:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Last Thursday of the month:

I prayed last night and God answered! I woke up and got off bed without falling back asleep + no alarm clock. *yayy!*
Breakfast! My favourite meal \(^.^)/ but whether I can wake up all the time for it, is a another question.
I have a traffic mission :Dv ...I can't wait to execute it.
My nose super hardworking today - It has been running since I woke up o__o - still running during my lunch but behave while I was chewing o__o I got exhausted once I gotten into my dad's car. On positive side, I guess it kept me awake since I lacked of sleep the night before, hmmm.
I wantzz sleeping mask :Dv syookk! Lolol
I like when my friend's name has one syallable - so I can keep callin' callin' callin' :D

First day of July:

I slept for hours after hours. \(^.^)/ The sad side is I fell sick T_Tv - not cool at all. I was so deep in my sleep that I didn't hear calls from the time I slept since I got home about 3pm till the next day after lunch - it's either me or the flu medicine. All I remember was having my 'middle of the night' dinner. Most of the time dizzy. My body was too heavy to move if you get what I mean, lol.
Mummy brought snacks - surpriseee :) and, brought giant hair pins that I needed *yayy!* Thank you :D
Hand in assignment - donezz! *ohhyeahh-ohh-ohhh-yeahh, I'm feelin' good!* Wait, there's a new assignment given out already lolol.
I canzz watch Kim Hyun Joong & 4Men for one month on music channels. :Dv Welcome back FT Island, Secret and f(x). Finally short hair cut from Hong Ki & Taemin. Bye, BS2T.
Book cafe!! - in movie that I was watching. Stairs + tables + comfyy bench looking chairs with cushions on it + food + drinks + gentle soothing music = awesomeezz \(^.^)/
I will keep that piano just as long as I can - seem that it has become a valuable item to me. :) I used to not understand sentimental stuff but I think I do now - not completely but still processing.
He is a Taiwanese American singer + actor + director + producer + dancer + model + songwriter + spokesperson, Van Ness Wu, 33. O__O

Another one, she is a South Korean actress + director + model + artist + author + singer + composer + illustrator, Ku Hye Sun, 27. O__O

Last one; he is a South Korean pop singer + presenter + actor + dancer + television host + radio host + MC, Park Jung-su, 28. O__O

*applauses and salutes* amazingly hardworking and ambitious!

I know of people around my age who have been earning money through their own talents and dreams. I'm amaze and proud of them. It makes me wish that I could be in their shoes --- the outstanding ones or even wanting to work towards my own ones. The idea of being that ambitious sounds like a great idea. Even if I don't get the chance to hold many dreams (occupations) in one hand, I would love to still hold one dream that I exceptionally do well in -- I'll still be happy that way. That dream, may I discover you faster, so I can keep practising and do what I need to do in order to be excellent and hope to be skilful in the future. Meanwhile, I'll do well in college -- have fun and learn as much as I can. I believe along the way, God will reveal in His right timing and plan --- that I'll discover you along the way. See you soon :)

2011-07-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Last Tuesday of the month:

I have goals and dreams. So far in my list, 3 have not achieved yet and 2 achieved. What's the two? I'm quite but not fully on track with early sleeping nights (whenever I get my chances) and exercise. Sleep, because I need energy. Lack of sleep is absolutely unavoidable as we grow older. Therefore, appreciation should start now. Sounds cheesy but it are true, no? Sleep well now or no sleep almost at all later :p Somehow ageing and health are relatives with my sleep. :p Exercise is relatives with health and staying fit, teehee.
I like when my team mates ask if I've received their work. I'm responsible to check their work. They are responsible to keep check on their work. Communication clashes when one person expects work coming from team mates, another expects the person to know when they sent mail when they really don't know. Even clashes when work is not received. *ohh-ohhhh*
I think I've almost adjusted to college. I used to have at least 2 sleepless or few hours sleeping nights in a week. Juggle 5 assignments in a week - most subject gives out new assignment every week.
When bad habits clashes with responsibility, as time passes, I'm force to face and deal with my bad habits so that being responsible isn't harder than is suppose to be. So much more to improve and grow for myself. I definitely don't want to be the current 'me' as I grow older. Maturity must grow along with age (or, maturity, be faster 8D). Since young, people say I'm mature for my age. Now, I don't think I am - lolol. All I know is I'm definitely not the same 'me' as the past which is something I am very grateful for. :)

Last Wednesday of the month:

Crash class, OHYEAHH!
My friend contributed great ideas! I'm proud of you. :Dv
Finally a proper lunch, dinner and hangout for a day with my college gangsters without going back home straight after college work done. ;) Rock on! \(^.^)/ It's been way TOO long, teehee!
I'm half man, lolol! I don't shop all the time. I shop only when I need to. I tend to almost always wait for people to finish shopping. My mood doesn't swing as professional as usual females, or... males, hahaha. Females' usual favourite items to spend on are clothes and beauty products. I, on the other hand, rather spend on original cds, concerts/performances, books and gadgets. I shall stop comparing already :p
I named a song ...Korean-Tamil farts 8D
I can't believe my guy friend and I had a conversation of which guys are handsome. 8D He can't believe I can judge cars as handsome - doesn't make sense for him :p
I realize I make friends with this guy but... I found out he has a... twin o__ov GREATT! Lolol.
My arm strength was tested when I needed hold up and recorded a video over 5 minutes - SUCCESS! :Dv
I watched friends' dance performance. Good job gangsters!
Quality time with mahh boys and girls for dinner though some few missing ;) Lolol, we recalled back sweet memories! SWEETT! I miss my close friendships in my previous semesters. :/ ...life's like that. Thank God for family existence - because they never drift away or change \(^.^)/ I love them!
My dad called to check up on me :) people find that annoying but I don't - I call that a caring, loving and thoughtful father \(^.^)/
Even though I can't help her, the least I can do is stay up with my friend. Yes, I know that don't benefit my friend but emotional support? :Dv
I fell asleep knowing there are people out there who are proud of me ;)

2011-07-05T12:19:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Last Friday of June:

I woke up and felt like poop. Thank God I survived throughout the day :) awessoomeez! I want sleep so badly since I woke up, still is like that :p
Sifu complimented me! Another sifu even bully me on fb -___-" bff status yoo, lol - jokes.
Lunch together with my classmates! \(^.^)/ laugh much :D
My brother gave me his 'this is my new shirt and I can't wear it - nahh, for you.' I bet he brought it for me :p TQ!
Outside my home, the roads are tar and painted again \(^.^)/ *yayy!*
This guy stranger suddenly turned behind and winked. O__O I like to hope it wasn't me - no one was in front or behind me. Funny part was I teased my guy friend that he got winked by that guy. :Dv
I'm touched-sentuh that my not usual hangout friends question my usual friends for not having lunch with me, lol. I'm really fine whether having meals alone or not. :)
My friend says I can write a book already. :D CAN I? LOLOL! Obviously he was joking -__-

Last Saturday of June:

Lunch with sisters! \(^.^)/
I realized how impact my sifu(s)' experiences and knowledge shared got into me. I find myself thinking about company tagline and ideas executed - whether it's thumbs up or not. Another, I find myself laughing in my brain - I think my brain can smile when I see anyone who reads out from slides. :p

Last Monday of the month:

It's great knowing I have classmates that I can depend on :)
TV series from 49 Days:

Episode 19:

Ji-hyun: "While I was sleeping, I had a dream. On my engagement day, my shoe broke. I kept seeing you taking your shoes off me for me. You took off your shoes for me. You took off your shoes unconsciously and ran barefoot. In that moment, you'd taken them off for me.

In-jung: "What are you saying?"

Ji-hyung: "They say that shoes are a woman's pride, but in that moment you threw your pride aside for me. Forgetting the engagement ceremony, you thought of me first; Because I was your friend."

Episode 20 - Final Episode:

Yi-soo:

Yi-kyung-ah, it's Yi-soo

The thing I promised

The February Pension

To give it to you

I made an account

In the future little by little

Our dream

Will be built

Even if we encounter hardship

If we are together

We can conquer it

This is a secret, but

Truthfully, Song Yi-kyung is

So Yi-soo's guardian

Because you've given

Me a reason to live

In all the world

Someone who needs me

You are the only one

Last one,

Yi-kyung: Ji-hyun-ah, Han Kang is busy working, and as you requested, he's been a really good friend to me. Because of your bright personality and your connection to others while you were with me, I was able to adjust well.

Kang: Ji-hyun-ah, thought people know they're going to die; they live as if they aren't. Because of your 49 days, I'm living my life as if it's 49 days. Because I saw things change that never would have happened, if you hadn't known when you'd die. Here lie the two most important people in our lives.

Yi-kyung: Here are the two people who changed our lives and left beautifully.

Kang: Because of the 49 days' journey that we were on with these two

Yi-kyung: We live today as if it's precious, and our last.

Kang: Ji-hyun, because I met you

Yi-kyung: Yi-soo, because I met you

Kang: I was happy.

Yi-kyung: I was happy.

2011-07-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

Last Monday of June:

Scissors-paper-stone for 'who be the leadership person?' T_Tv I can never run away from it aye? Lol. I don't want be team leader so that I can learn from people's leadership skills. Don't get me wrong, I love being a team leader but I want grow-grow-grow, also. \(^.^)/
David's jokes are still stuck in my head :p
Come to think about last week, I've been too easily tired out - even today. Tired = attitude-face-body language changes. I'm thankful to my sister for having patience with me. I can sleep anywhere - my eyes so often want to shut down. Twice, last week - I slept either at 6pm or closed my eyes and ate my dinner then went off to bed. I woke up and still felt poop-py. I so lacked of sleep.

Last Tuesday of June:

I've gotten a new assignment group team mates - I miss my ex-members. T_Tv but, it's alright - I grew to love my new ones, too. :)
My bestie drove and dropped by my home!! \(^.^)/ I received my birthday present - I love it!! Late, but no worries, be happy! TEEHEE! I love you, dear. :B

Last Wednesday of June:

Yes, idea sold out - next step!
She is nice, happy and helpful today - only today. o__ov plss stay this way, teehee - being hopeful. Whatever it is, I'm being grateful for today- just so you know. :)
Morning exercise before class started! \(^.^)/
Off to bed early :D

Last Thursday of June:

Another morning exercise! \(^.^)/
It's been quite a long time since I felt free - I still have errands to run but have space in between to breathe.
I used the escalator like I'm walking up the stairs.
My spectacles are half blurry due to the scratches but I'll use it till it's fully blur. :p No wasting money. ;)
I love the swatch watch I've come across in MV - one of their ads. Plain + bright colour = *thumbs up* Also, I still love the brown leather stripe vintage watch since last year. \(^.^)/ I didn't buy both watches because my digital watch is still functioning :D quite proud for not wasting money, hehehe.
I'm wearing my bestie's present that was given for my birthday - I don't mind super overdue present! \(^.^)/ I love the rings! *lalala~ skips around* :D

2011-07-04T16:09:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and know, write it down!

3rd week of Friday:

I've gotten into class feeling hyper happy that I make everyone laugh! Happy people can make the world square.*yayy!*
My friend shared popcorn - so nice but ended up it wasn't opened and eaten. I had my own 'pop'-almond nuts and 'pop'-cheezel triangle mini biscuits 8D Today's morning class, we watched a movie. I personally thought it's an awesome movie but others were dying, lolol.
Lunch with my classmates and sifu! :D Great times!
I love the subject but I dislike that I struggle in it. I CAN DO THIZZ! Practice makes extra cheesy perfection, teehee.
I asked my friend what my friend getting in the fruit shop? Lolol, sounds bimbo but can't blame me - that shop sells variety of stuff besides fruits. :O
How nice of my friend who waited together for my dad to arrive T_Tv We spent quality time \(^.^)/ I like! ...since going out is always impossible. :p
This slightly bigger than usual 9 years old boy body size started dancing disco. LOL! My friend almost spat out food towards my face. o__ov That reminds me of that one time (only once okay - in my entire life! lolol) when my friend told me a joke while I drank my drink - Yes, I literally spat out at his face. I felt so bad yet he was totally cool and laughed so much about it. Since then, I have trained myself to control if I have anything in my mouth and life gets funnier by the moment, hehehe.
Hair day! \(^.^)/ I highlighted, cut and washed my hair at a salon - satisfied. *thumbs up* Red -> brown -> now, orange, what's next?
I visited my pregnant friend (I have adult friends okay, lolol. I don't have any pregnant friends who are at around my age ...yet). To see a little bum gives out a magical feeling. Wooo~

3rd week of Saturday:

Church service!
People complimented me. Thank you :)
I went for makeup tutorial with my love ones. I'm surprised that I actually can learn a lot out of this. You may think going for makeup tutorial is funny but it doesn't bother me because I'm on the advantage side, hahaha. :D
Father's day dinner. Oh food, you're sooo yummy!

3rd week of Sunday:

3 friends from overseas did a surprised visit! 1 surprised me :) Gifts - thank you! Almost the whole gang came - awessommee! I miss you guys :)
Hangout with two friends! Awesome people :)
David Choi's performances! My favourite performance so far :) Rich voice + humorous + sarcasm + cool + conversational with audience + Mexican wave = AWESOME \(^.^)/
Shopping mall outlets all close - lolol, we were being full of nonsense while 'lepak-ing' around. :p

2011-06-30T01:56:00.002+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, write it down!

3rd week of Wednesday:

I managed satisfied my lecturer - success in selling ideas! I have a long way to become more skilful in this area.
I learnt not to be upset dramatically when I can't hang out with my friends. I'm not the driver to college and back home; so I'll be grateful that there's such a person who is willing to take time off to drive me around almost every day without complaining but with much love instead.
It seems that my name became a threat for work :p cooooll! The sender even showed the sms to me. I laugh out loud and said, 'Heard that? I will kill you if you don't do so :D'

3rd week of Thursday:

Have you ever slept from dinner time till next day breakfast? It happened for me twice this week. Wooo~ ...because I had a few hours of sleep the night before. TEEHEE!
For the first time, I ate with my lecturers - laughing session. :p
Isn't it unusual for a mother to buy junk food for her daughter without being requested? Aww, I'm touched T_Tv though junk food isn't my choice of food :p
I didn't know my words brought power to people. Hmm, the word 'adjustment'. Now is the time I use it, too. Adjustment to the most difficult person in the world (until someone takes over think ranking) to handle, lol :p
My dad's car has great audio system! ;) *so boomz yooo* :p
I love my sister's random calls or my other sister who chats with me every time I'm on the internet :) We're cool like that 8Dv
Sister back!! \(^.^)/
It definitely is refreshing to listen back to rock genre after listening too much to pop and balled genre songs. 8D
Steamboat supper! \(^.^)/ This guy stroked model pose for quite some time. Oh wait; he just wants our money to pay the bill 8D Did I tell you that we were the last customers to leave? Yeah, we saw them turning off all fans - sweep - mopped - stacked tables and chairs. This is not the first time :p It happened in different places... and, countries before. TEEHEE!

2011-06-30T01:03:00.001+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

3rd week of Monday:

I didn't feel like my body was shutting down for the whole day in college - Yes, I had my sleepless night again.
I jokingly told my friends about the bus that wanted to steal our parking lot :p
Aww, my dad thoughtfully took out slippers from car boot when we went for grocery shopping. I wore heels for my presentation earlier. He even helped put my laptop into the locker.
Dad planned buy minimal stuff - therefore, he decided use the kid's trolley, lolol.
Friends complimented me in class and not in class. Aww, thank you! :)
I collected gifts as if today is my birthday or Christmas day :O Niceee stuff! I love you creativity and effort put into presentation.

3rd week of Tuesday:

Time alone lunch ;)
Preparation for tomorrow's presentation - OHYEAH!! >:D
Giving hugs!
My teacher misses me. T_T so touching, lolol.
Too many people think this new junior intake looks VERRY alike with me. Therefore, I claim to be the more awesome version \(^.^)/ muahahaha! Even my teacher so shocked that they had checked out her name -___-" - they say maybe it could be my younger sister :p People say she's the total opposite of me :O Make friends with her, I want! :D
I asked and shared chocolates with my friend. My friend broke the chocolate into small pieces to share with his friends. That's nice :)
Once I entered class, people called out my name as if singing acappella :p
My dad brought a drink for me before he picked me up which was after doing errands with my sister :)
I've gotten holiday gifts from sister! OHYEAH <33
I was giving suggestions and ideas for my friend's presentation. Only in the end, I found out my friend talked about hand bands, not biscuits. Lolol, I asked, 'How many biscuits are there in one packet?' My friend gave me a confused look. Fail much :p
Poop ...because it shows how healthy I am! :D the word poop catches people's attention. I should try saying it out loud if I ever need attention from crowd. Nehehehe.
I organized my folders.

2011-06-29T02:28:00.000+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

2nd week of Friday:

When I'm too lack of time, my friend who is more skilled and talented in this subject, my friend helped me. Happiness! I almost felt like my world was crashing down because my work has deadline.
It's hard to explain but my friend asked to double confirm if we were in same subject class, lolol, after 2 months? :p Hilarious! Great news is that we have officially exchanged names - therefore we're friends! \(^.^)/ jooyyy in my hearrtt~
When you don't expect people to remember your name but people actually do :)
A bunch of friends of my friend are very comfortable people :) TEEHEE!
My classmates and teacher complimented on my "artwork" presentation "slides" ...so effort was all worth! ;) YES!!
My friend complimented on my shoes :)
My ex-cg member sleepover!! It's been a long time since I actually spent quality time with a friend and also, been a long time since someone slept over my home. \(^.^)/ cool! Hehehe. Time is somehow very tight for me but relationships and friendships are worth my time! <3
I found the guts to greet as my first step of making friends to this friend. I don't know the reason for having a hard time when it's supposedly easy. It happens all the time.
My dad's stamina like a young man o__o! When my friend and I swam 5 laps at the moment - my dad has done 20 laps. I suspect his belly is fake, lolol! :p
My friend and I crashed-bombed-cracked at my other friend's home. It was short walking distance. I was over the mountain hyper :p due to no sleep at all the night before. We make loads of skipping jokes. Thumbs up at snacks!
First time I walked with my friend at the night market. :D Wooo~

2nd week of Saturday:

My awesome friend let me sleep in :p 10 hours - OHYEAH! Still, I felt so tired.
Lolol, 5 minutes before her departure, we forgotten take poser pictures - last minute! *snap snap snap snap*
I spent my day with my cell group people - like family yooo! <3 call us... The Laughing CG :D such junk food people - tsktsktsk :p
I learnt catchy upbeat praise and worship.

2nd week of Sunday:

This person made so my friends with but ended up choosing me to stick with. I became her tour guide 8Dv ...hehehe. She's a nice person. :D
My parents drove me to get my materials for my presentation. Niceee :)
I brought dinner together with brother to eat with grandpa back home. Another way of me spending time with brother. <3 TEEHEE!

2011-06-29T01:41:00.003+08:00

If I'm happy and I know, I write it down!

2nd week of Wednesday:

I prepared myself the night before for today + woke up on my own earlier than usual + some more gotten time make and ate breakfast at home (geng mou?!! :p)
I gotten the chance to talk to this person whom I always wanted talk with since fresh start of this semester.
Aww, my classmates gave out I-miss-you hugs! I was stunted but such sweethearts, hehehe.
It is such a huge encouragement and totally warms my heart when I see and hear people shouting out in excitement when I arrive during breakfast time and into class. These kind of people totally become flavours in life. You want be... strawberry? Banana? Cheese? :p
People's compliments :) Everybody should do this more often - including myself. Happiness! \(^.^)/
Even though today's subject is challenging as usual but I'm still eager to learn more and reach up to my lecturer's expectations.
When my friend showed me a video of his live performance. It's nice knowing I'm the first but number didn't matter - the fact that there was initiative - happiness! Reminds me of a time, my other friend that has been practising this particular song with an instrument. I was one of the chosen friends to hear it out. \(^.^)/ niceee! Orr, when my sister first learnt and practised on her guitar, live performance through webcam! Teehee <3
God places an indication to pick this particular song for worship. :)
If only I could come up with a comeback line on the spot *missed it* oh well :p

Person A: Where's my souvenir?

Person B: Owe you till 10 years time :p

I should have make Person A give out his hands then attempt high fives - overseas five. :D

Person A: *with cheeky tone* Why you listening to our conversation?

Person B: *hands up* I didn't - I was smiling over Person C's conversation.

I should have said: ...because you didn't add any password to it. :D

2nd week of Thursday:

I am proud of my team mates for their work done. I love you! :B
80% work done. Now more 10% depends on me. 10% of everyone's talk preparation.
Being useful at home - today: I gotten clothes in from outside and folded it accordingly.
Being grateful - I watched a Korean TV show about real life recorded interview about a deaf grandma that took care of her 4 years old granddaughter while parents off working whole day. There were so much struggles and difficulties.
My cell group member makes time for God and has attend CG! Much happiness! :)
Good laughs:

Person A: What would you use spray cans for?

Person B: (I can't remember the rest but this one) ...to water my plants and say, 'grow well ~pshhhh!!'

2011-06-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm back again. :D

Singapore Trip no. 2 (this round, it's more than one day, hehehe)!

I travelled two weeks in a row. I know it's crazy!
Met a funny name from mr.sirr - at least I didn't blurt out laughing :p Laughter is my most honest moments. 8Dv
I <33 sitting next to windows seeing wing planes. Clouds + planes + pilots = awesomeezz! \(^.^)/
Again with my 1 hour sleep, lolol, I'm asking for a cheesy death, aye? -__-"v
Heard Korean people speak korean - ooolala~ :p
Dear toilet bowl, could you stop flushing before I can release? o__ov seems to happen here almost all the time, seriously o__o
It seems that I'm great in noticing people's imperfections - like, this round: holes on shirts.
Going to church - it reminds me that no matter where I am - my passion and love are still able to express out and worship God. Awesome God's presence + awesome worship = *turns on hair dryer* what a blowww! My arm hair stood up and I shivered. God, I love your presence and richness!! \(^.^)/
*sings* the riches of the world will never be enough~ reminds me every day of how I should live for God. Not of the world but the purpose worth living for.
Neck crack - it was especially loud and heard like 6 cracks all one go. Wooo~ it was during church service sermon session. *ops!*
Hung out with my brother and Lane che che. It's nice doing different things with different siblings in the family. We have done a lot of sightseeing. I should visit different places each time I visit back here. It feels like my 2nd home in terms of country.
Birthday surprise - SUCCESS! Though our original plan didn't go accordingly but she was shocked + blurred + confused. *yayyy!*
Night performances from the Singapore Arts Festival 2011 - amaazzinggg! I'll choose performing arts over movies anytime!!! <333 circus + jazzy music *faints dramatically*
I passed by colourful condominiums. It's so cool! It has different shades and design on it.
You think parents stalk children? It's the other way around for today! :p
Toilet + outdoor lookout design :O
Guitar family session. :D *sings*
My conversation with my dad - drove back home (didn't take plane): Person A: Sleep in the car now. You have class tomorrow. Person B: No, after scare you fall asleep! Person A: What?! (Yes, so for the whole trip, I stayed awake till we reached home. Hehehe, 8Dv I wanted sleep so badly though, hahaha.
*sings* open the eyes of my heart - I want to see youuu
T-ara, T-Max, MBLAQ, Afterschool, and Orange Caramel were here at the same time as me. They were here for K-Pop Heal the World to raise awareness with the youth about natural disasters around the world. For a moment, I wondered the reason of more Korean and Japanese people for this travelling round. Too bad, I didn't accidentally bump into T-ara member, Eun Jung and MBLAQ members. I was so close yet so far, lolol.

2011-06-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

Ni hao! \(^.^)/ lolol, sorry for the long absence. What motivated me to come back here? I started a series since my Singapore trip on the first week of June (you've known that I've travelled if you're my friend that catches up with me or... on fb! TEEHEE) I wrote down what makes me happy. It's been piling up in my phone memo o__ov and if I don't post up this month's happiness series, I may just delete it and probably won't continue. I'm getting excited already! My plan is to post up this whole month of June Happiness before July arrives - which I only have... 1 week left, lol. I sense the challenge, dedication and responsibility. :p

Let's say I started with 'randomness and my thoughts' for my Singapore trip - after that I decided change into 'thoughts of happiness' instead.

Singapore Trip no.1:

Time flew too fast! I watched a movie for a few minutes.
Bunch of guys spoke Japanese language! Yes, I have a thing for languages.
Surprise sister, here I come! <33
It seems as if I went Singapore just to have lunch, lolol.
Fast escalators + tones of walk = awesome!
Vintage stuff \(^.^)/
Ever since I took noticed during my younger days, (wowow, I make myself sound like ancient stuff :p) I still agree on the fact I like how they dress well and look after themselves from top to toe - except those guy shorts (some serious competition with girl shorts o_o!) tight and short *ewww* (why so sexy for?! lolol) and, guy front tops gets lower and lower. Maybe... I'm just not in certain world's view - no loss for me, hahaha. I know- I know, whether their heart and brain are well taken care of are another side of story (it quite like that anywhere in the world, lol). Quite enjoyable to observe people here :p
I mostly like their fashion here - barely do shopping - always been once a year bomb spending. Stuff I want buy back home, it always seem too expensive (why my taste so expensive?! lolol) but when I'm here, I can find stuff I like and is within my budget. *yay*
I think people think we are peanut butter nuts. Say, why? My sisters and I talked and laugh so much. The people are more... peaceful compare to us, hehehe. While I was walking out of MRT, I was tempted to dance turn spin jump and make noise, lol. :p
My legs? I officially walk non-stop 13 hours. *plays dead* :p
Hilarious moment - dying music played in the plane. I guess pilot/cabin crews have good taste in their first impression introduction, hehehe.
Joke of the day - this is how the conversation went on while we tried on some pants: Person A: Don't hold in your tummy! Person B: I'm not! o_ov another one, Person A: We're going to the Rafia area. Person B: You mean, Raffles? Lol. Well, it was very funny at that moment - don't judge me, lolol.
Travel here and back home in a day - HANDZ DOWN - first!
Meet... a pervert. When such people exist, I only want to protect my love ones even more.
Meet good looking restaurant server - when he asked whether I wanted more drinks, I stunted for 2 seconds (heyyy, I wasn't the only one who stunted also :p)
Love those vintage shoes, I saw. Also, the 'cloud and sun' design ring! I WANTZZ
Foreigner asked me as a foreigner for directions. :p Everything was well directed by my sister - thanks map station for the extra help.

2011-04-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Dear you(s),

I can't stay awake any longer. I am tired - *beep beep* 10% energy left. I am here to let the world know, :p :p

More sleep = more energy. Well, not overdose - you may just turn into pancakes. If I don't recharge myself, I don't know how to handle my assignments and exercise routines. I don't want fail and turn into a... fish ball? o_ov

I would like to talk about...

1. My awesome adventures without parents for one month - they came back end of last week.
2. My college - new classmates, new course, new-new-new. I miss the old stuff. I would like to write blog-letters to my ex-classmates.
3. The urge to dance and sing from watching friends' dance practices to choir singing to dance videos.
4. ...probably more but my brain is being stubborn with my memory files.

...but, my brain probably needs to shut down in few minutes time. opss-sie-daisy-sunflower-and-roses, :p :p

I sign off. \(^.^)/

2011-04-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

Dear you(s),

I visit my blog everyday without fail, just so you know. :) I read your blog on the day you updated it or latest the next day, just so you know. :) If my brain could wireless connects to the internet, transfer on what I want to say and click agrees to post here, and there would have been everyday updates, just so you know. :) I have something I want tell you randomly but... next time. :) teehee.

Have you ever tried reading three days newspaper in a role? I did and it happened today. I should somehow create a habit reading it online but till then, paperrrs! 8D *sigh* Daphne, if you keep skipping daily newspaper reading, you'll end up like today again. nuu-nuu-nuuu, :p

Have you ever tried getting your head hit into a tree accidentally? 8D I did and it happened yesterday. For you info, it hurts! I was very sure that I estimated and bended low enough to avoid the thick-oh-very-thick tree brunch but, why did my physics failed me?!?! o_o *haha* I would rather bump into friends but instead I bumped into a tree, ohcheese - nice to meet you, yooo. I should monitor myself for few days because my brain screamed headache once and it's screaming again now second time. So it seems that "an action can become an impact".

2011-03-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

Dear you,

...to the people whom I spend time with in school, some not in school but somehow related with my school bunch of awesome friends (hahaha, such confusion.) and church awesome friends; basically my gangsters! ;)

I miss you very much! *hugs* :)

Around this time of the month and around these few days, it most probably the only time where I confirm get to spent time with you but it seems unsure this year. We're all in different colleges, overseas or busy. If I was in still in high school, I would be able to get loads of hugs and go out or stay in to have a meal together; party in the house, YEAHH! :) If we were able to meet at church, we would be too busy taking overloaded pictures and attempt our most retarded stunts and facial expressions. We're too cool, hahaha. :) We need to catch up on each other's lives, rwar! To think positively, I get to be surrounded by my awesome college friends tomorrow but it doesn't mean they are replaceable of all of you. :)

Just to let you know, I am thinking of you, each one of you. :) If only I could see everyone all one shot tomorrow. I guess I'll be doing that in my dreams tonight, \(^.^)/ all the cakes, presents, bonding with people, laughter, hugs, surprises, meals phone calls and text messages, I'm looking forward. *jumps into bed and dreams* nehehee.

To certain people, thank you for doing the countdown; that is very sweet of you. :) thank you another person's early wishes because you were afraid that you might miss letting me know that you remember about tomorrow. :) thank you for a wishful prayer text message, what a lovely surprise! :) thank you for my family for celebrating in advance because of my sister whom isn't here to wish me face to face tomorrow or at 12am soon. :) *hugs*

I am so busy running with life; responsibilities and commitment for my family, college and church. I can't seem to find time...
to exercise (well, not as often as I wishfully want),
to watch TV to laugh out loud or be inspired,
to have enough sleep (last week, there were two days where I had only one-three hours of sleep, ohmycheese, I depend on sugar to keep be alive during the daylights. It's not cool at all),
to edit pictures,
to create collage pictures for my room wall for last year's batch,
to reply emails that I owe since forever to many people (hahaha, it's like money debt. ohcheese, oh no),
to take care of my face (hahaha).

I won't be sleeping early tonight, too. Ohcheese, I'm going to be lacking of sleep again? Yes. I'll be swimming around with assignments and studying for tomorrow's quiz. At least, I already took an hour nap. I have energy! \(^.^)/ cheers to turning into fat panda! *runs around in squares*

2011-01-13T16:43:00.001+08:00

Dear you,

Nehehe, I'm the blame for your new love over my phone, sooo sexxxy, right! :) I can blame, also. :O Yes, I blame you for getting my ears used to genres that used to tickle my ears. I listen to it everyday in your car; genres like disco, hip hop, pop, and rap. Oh, I'm totally okay listening to people's choice of music. :) Now, I got to thank you for it because I'm have fallen in love with it, too. \(^.^)/ ...*looks left and right* well, most of the songs that I've come across, so far. hahahaha.

2011-01-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

*runs around in squares* \(^.^)/

2011-01-10T22:04:00.001+08:00

Dear you(s),

I am not dead, I am not dead! Hooray, :) It's 2011 already, and knowing that there's going to be changes running squares around my life. :) I am still learning how improve my juggling skills between activities and time together. Hopefully I'll become a professional clown in the future. Heh-heh, if clown's too scary to picture, think about cheese. :) I'm currently working on two projects which are crafts and collage photos for my room wall. :)

2010-11-26T01:33:00.006+08:00

Dear you(s),

You put a smile on my face and warm my heart. :) I love receiving your e-mails of encouragements and updates of yourself. I love receiving your sms-es from here or from another country. You are amazing! The effort you put in, :') If I were you, I would have already given up on me. Teehee, :O only you would know why, :) I know it takes a lot of effort to find out 'how are you?' from me. :) I also know, it takes a lot of effort to find out how I truly feel about everything because I keep a lot to myself (you know it doesn't mean I'm not being myself). I think by doing that I can learn to be stronger and become more independent; also maybe, I don't want burden or put worries into other people's head. :) I hope one day, I will finally learn that I'm somehow somewhere wrong with my point of view because choosing to release out to people (one of the many people I know who are comfortable, trust-able, dependable, being realistic yet with a balance of believing and having hopes, pushes people to move forward, reminds never ending of how much they love me and provide hugs) keeps me from going insane. ;) You are treasure dearly in my heart, *hugs* Thank you for not giving up on me, \(^.^)/

2010-11-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

Dear nightmare,

You have been appearing to me pretty often this week. I sleep. I dream. There was once, I woke up kicking my two legs up into the air. I remember I was running away. You were so real. Another one, I trembled in my sleep. I don't remember what happen. Thankfully, I have someone beside me that hugged me tightly. I calmed down, that's what the person said. :)

I met you again with my own eyes. I see a little boy in a supermarket push cart filled with grocery stuff. He kept saying, "Mummy, where are you?" He was afraid. The lady came back with more grocery stuff. So, that's how much her little boy worth of what she came back with. Anger burned inside of me. Anything could have happened placing little boy near the cashier area.

2010-11-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, April-June - Snap thirty seven!

:) I miss my seniors. I meet new juniors.

2010-11-02T22:51:00.001+08:00

Dear building,

I see doctors. I see nurses. You don't give me creepy feelings. I start to wonder how you give people fear.

I arrived in. My eyes tried to be as strong as toothpicks holding on. The chair I sat on, gave me comfort. I started roll myself into a fur ball. The clock ticks, three hours passed.

... I still feel tired now, after time flew so much.

2010-11-02T22:30:00.001+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, April-June - Snap thirty six!

Dear you(s),

You are awesome, :)

2010-10-02T20:35:00.001+08:00

Chapter 19 - 'I'm thankful for...'

I'm thankful for being home alone. I love lying at my living room sofa and looking out the balcony. I love the warm sunlight shooting in and the outdoor noise. I love seeing birds flying in the sky. It isn't a terrible weather to soak in since my living room fan is turned on. :D I appreciate being alone and in a quiet surrounding since I rarely get it. :) Silence away from entertainment and people have to dig to be found like treasure hunts. :) Somehow, it helps me to feel alive again. Like, I'm being balanced once again. :)

I'm thankful for my sister and her hubby whom went off for a holiday trip and back home already. Yes, I am very blessed! Look at what my sister brought back for me, :D

'Pods' is a very suicidal food but I love it! :') It's going to be a bitter-sweet memory, oh cheese. :) My sister also brought back a hoodie top for me! :D :D :D Yezzz, hoodie! I love hoodiessssss. 8D

2010-09-27T12:57:00.006+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, August-September - Snap thirty five!

Is this blog dead? Nope. :) *horraayy, celebration!*

Reasons,

Life has been a crazy ride of roller coasters! It's one after another. There are roller coasters that made me happy and unhappy. I shall talk about the happy ones, :D If I would to talk about unhappy ones, 'Based on a true story, *shed tears* sniff-sniff'. Better not, right? ;)

What have I been doing since my last blog posted till now... you better catch up now! Teehee.

School gang hang out - Serena visits back home - Wayee's birthday party - Childhood buddy Chris John visits back home - Attend Chris & Angel's wedding - Exams - College holiday break for one month plus - First time sits in Renee's driving moment - Rueann's surprised birthday party - Family holiday to HK-China-Macau-HK - Sophira's surprised birthday party - Made more wonderful new friends - Sister-her hubs-his siblings-my other sister-and-I went on ATV ride - Bonding time with Crystal - Passed driving exam - Most of my holiday bonding time are with my siblings - Catch up new tv series - Dinner and ice-cream bonding time with kor kor and Ee lane che che - Han Sean & Sarah-Ann hang out session -Sisters support brother sharing in service - Sister-brother-his gf-and-I dinner together - Ern visits back home - College holiday ends - New-juniors-miss-seniors - College gang hang out after classes - Church gang hang out - Sister & hubs back from holidays, gifts! - Family dinner, Satay.

2010-08-02T01:15:00.004+08:00

Nehhehee, sweeeeett dreams, oh before that, bedtime story!

Once upon a time, my brother and I were washing dishes after dinner. The sink water level was half of the sink size. There were loads of soapy bubbles on top of the water surface. Oh, whistles. :) Plates are as white as ever. Bowls are as round as ever. Forks are as sharp as ever. Spoons are as shiny as ever. :D No, this ain't a Cinderella or Snow White story. Slowly the water decreased as my brother took away the silver sink strainer. We both thought, 'Yes, mission accomplished!'

Suddenly, (I know you have been waiting for the climax. Please ensure seat belts are strapped over you. Go roller coasters! :D) our eyes were as big as... big foot! No, not really but it was hugggeee. We saw a sexy play dead tailless lizard at the corner of our big shiny soapy sink. OHMYCHEESE, we realized it wasn't playing dead because we, Ph.D scientist batch 101 tried giving it some 'water team park moments'. We splashed water around the sink making it slide around the sink like water slides. 8D It sure had fun if... it was alive! Teehee-cheese. We, kind human beings are in attempt to give mr.smelly lizard 'bathing session'. My brother dripped some green hand wash soap over it. No movement, so failed.

Ohcheese, sadly yet sweeeeeeet(!) happiness, lizard's grave was located comfortably in the stainless steel garbage bin (royalty much? :)). If it was stated in newspapers, headlines would say, 'Lizard accidentally drowns while it took a soapy swim in Lee's sink. Mysterious tail goes missing!' :D

The end.

Teehee-cheese, I am so ready for my essay tomorrow. ;)

2010-07-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today, I feel like dreaming. Nah, it's not what I usually do. :) Either, I think back about sweet memories in the past or be very realistic about my present time.

I should wait for the holidays to come (roughly another 2-3 weeks time). Sit down and just sketch and jot down my dreams. It comes and goes, so I'll see how much I can remember. :D

My phone bill make my daddy's eyes shine so brightly happy. I can say that he's proud of the number figure. Nehehe!

I have exams starting on Monday. Tomorrow is the day I shall be back on my exercising routine and reading world news. No more being a big bum. :)

Today, I am reminded of 'how it feels accidentally deleted something and cannot undo'. I had so many deep breathes and go 'okay, let's try be contented'. :)

(at end of episode)

Swift Heart Rabbit: Everyone, I'd like to apologise.

Lotsa Heart Elephant: Apologise? Whatever for, Swift Heart?

Swift Heart Rabbit: My overconfidence almost cost us the race and all of Care-a-lot. And I want to thank King Lotsa Heart for beating Beastly and for teaching me a valuable lesson: it takes more than just speed to win a race. It takes lots of heart, and that's the truth.

(The Bears and the rest of the Cousins laugh in unison)

2010-07-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHHAA! You are surprised, admit it. :) Teehee-cheese.

I spent two days (not full days) cleaning up my blog. I deleted and add web sites. Its so clean now!
I was telling my friend how I did not know that I had the potential to clean my blog. We tend to say, 'Your blog it so dusty!' but ever thought how you clean the dust away? I do, I do! :)

Me typing a post right now makes me feel... motivated and alive. I wonder the reasons, hmm.

I wanted talk about my college days. Yes, I think I would need more than one post. Muahaha!

Unfortunately, I'm tired. I might just sleep now. Teehee-cheese, :) Yes, it's 3 minutes to 10PM.

If you're in Wellington, it's 01.57PM.
If you're in Adelaide, it's 11:27PM.
If you're in London, it's 01:57PM
If you're in Perth, it's 09: 57PM.
If you're in Warsaw, it's 02:57PM.
If you're in Hong Kong, it's 09:57PM.
If you're in Sydney and Melbourne, it's 11:57PM.

and.. the list goes on my lovely people. Teehee-cheese!

True Heart Bear: Swift Heart, even I could win with a head start like this. Could you please get going?

Swift Heart Rabbit: I’m still warming up, True Heart.

True Heart Bear: You look warm enough to me.

Swift Heart Rabbit: Don’t rush me. Every muscle has to be perfectly limbered up. (doing jumping jacks) I’ll show that Beastly who’s the fastest!

2010-06-16T17:46:00.001+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, June - Snap thirty four!

She is so awesome!

On her birthday itself.

The countdown celebration of her birthday.

We had family dinner on the week of her birthday, Sunday.

HAHA-stands out: The Bears and Brave Heart Lion are discussing on how to rescue Hugs and Tugs.]

Lotsa Heart Elephant: I have an idea! I have an idea!

Tenderheart Bear: What’s your idea, Lotsa Heart?

Lotsa Heart Elephant: Uh, mmm, er, uh…I think I forgot, and that’s the truth.

2010-06-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, May - Snap thirty three!

I enjoy making people's day. :')

HAHA-stands out: "A baby's gotta do what a baby's gotta do." -Tommy Pickles

2010-06-15T22:08:00.001+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, May - Snap thirty two!

Siblings and I enjoy our 'pink' days. Yumz. :)

AGC 2010 went awesomely great! Thank you, God! :) More pictures soon, I hope. Teehee-cheese. The picture above shows... durian flavoured food! Wee, *thumbs up* :D

HAHA-stands out: "If hippos were meant to fly, they wouldn't weigh 3000 pounds." - Didi

2010-06-14T15:08:00.001+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, May - Snap thirty!

*happy* I'm glad to see it all grown up! ;)

2010-06-13T20:04:00.008+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, April - Snap twenty nine!

I am thankful for having siblings to bring me out anywhere any time. ;)

HAHA-stands out: Minka: So Little Red Riding Hood skipped through the forest--

Boris: It's Little Blue Riding Hood, Minka, not red!

Minka: Boris, is the story 'Little Blue Riding Hood'? No! It's 'Little Red Riding Hood'! Anyway, so Little Red Riding Hood meets a wolf in the forest...

Boris: It was a goat! In the desert!

Minka: Wolf!

Boris: Goat!

Minka: Wolf!

Boris: Desert!

Minka: Forest!

Chuckie: I like when your gramma and grampa tell stories, Tommy!

Tommy: Yeah, we always get two stories instead of one!

2010-06-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, April - Snap twenty eight!

I enjoy practising my driving. Thank you, God for putting surprisingly joy into my heart. Teehee-cheese! Thank you, God for putting suitable different people at different times.

HAHA-stands out: "Sometimes I wish I could be you, just so I can be friends with me!" - Angelica

2010-06-12T15:37:00.005+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, April - Snap twenty seven!

I am grateful and heart melted for amazing people around me.

I have amazing college friends who would go anywhere just to eat. :D

I have amazing church friends who do A-Z to show that they supported me the day before my first day of college. My family always supporting me! :)

God always places surroundings where I can laugh, and the beauty of everything around me. I am thankful for cameras. :)

HAHA-stands out: Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends

[edit] Cheese a Go-Go

Bloo: Yo! Aliens! I've got your Cheese here. This Cheese has... (Cheese just says Gotta Go!)

Frankie: C'mon, Cheese. (Cheese just says Gotta Go!)

Bloo: You know not what you are doing woman, you're dooming us all!

2010-06-12T15:34:00.002+08:00

Reeeee-wind into 2010, April - Snap twenty six!

Mummy-daughter day out.

HAHA-stands out: [Bubbles is thrown through a shop window]

Mr. Cooper: Bubbles, are you ok?

Bubbles: Yeah. Sorry about your window, Mr. Hooper.

Mr. Cooper: It's Cooper! COOPER!

2010-06-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Chapter 18 - 'I'm thankful for...'

I am thankful for today! My sister's birthday which is sooo aweeesoommmeeee! You should totally check out what she sent to me on Facebook. TEEHEE-CHEESEEEE! :D *heart melts*

When I'm tired, I become either moody or hyper. Today, I became hyper. I dance in the carpark! It wasn't my fault, okay. The music speakers were playing 'jazzy music'. I love jazz! Awesommee. I am thankful my sister didn't have Canon camera in her hands. Phewwww! :D I even sang dramatically meaningfully songs towards with my sister while she was driving on road. It's not my fault, too because the radio station people chosen it. ;) I love oldies! Trust me, I think I made the song from romance to... chessy! I'm just good with ingredients, you know? ;)

I am so not hyper right now. Ohcheese, :)

We ate crab for dinner. We saw crab war. We saw crab smiling. I shall show you the pictures soon, I hope.

I am enjoying my sleepover in my sister's home. Aweeesoommeeee.

I am thankful I have friends who would actually rebel against going off without seeing me go off first. *heart melts* I appreciate all of you so much! ;)

This stood out: http://www.stevenfurtick.com/: The person who makes the greatest impact is the one who has maximized his or her strengths to their full potential. The thing that is going to set you apart is being the absolute best at what you do well. But He will definitely ask what we did with what he did give us. So I have decided to orient my life around the most significant thing God wants me to do and it’s the thing that I’m good at. I know my strengths, and I’m leveraging all of my time and energy towards them.

2010-05-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

This stood out: http://withoutwax.tv/2010/05/21/emotional-whiplash/: There’s a big difference between trust and understanding. They say trust is what we need when we don’t have understanding.

It’s funny but the final paragraph of Plan B says,

I’m asking you to trust that one day faith will win over doubt, that light will win over darkness, love will win over hate, and all things will one day be redeemed. I’m asking you, right in the middle of your Plan B pain, to trust this process that is going on in your life.

: http://www.theblazingcenter.com/2010/05/all-i-can-do-is-pray.html: In reality, prayer should be the first thing I do. Rather than trying to wade my way through a tough circumstance, I should immediately confess my dependence on God.
Prayer shouldn’t be my last resort, it should be my first resort. Not because my prayers are particularly mighty, but because God is on my side, and He is particularly mighty.

Have you ever said, “All I can do is pray,”? When have you made that statement? What does that reveal about you and your faith in God?

: http://www.stevenfurtick.com/spirtual-growth/and-then-something-terrible-happened/: the main character has to be thrown into the middle of a conflict. These are the parts of our life stories that we’d probably prefer to skip. But they’re also the elements that create significant change and make life meaningful.

Still, isn’t it interesting that-instinctively-that line: “And then something terrible happened…” is the line that holds our attention-even before we’re 5 years old?
It’s not just the line that makes a good bedtime story. It’s the line that turns our lives into a platform for God to be the hero, save the day, and glorify himself through us.

And if you’ll let Jesus finish what He started, it’s going to be a good one.

2010-05-24T01:19:00.001+08:00

Chapter 17 - 'I'm thankful for...'

I am currently editing pictures for three different groups of people. :) The pictures, I am thankful for the time spent together. Life is beautiful. :)

I'm thankful that I spent time with my school mates. It feels so much like home. I had a blast with all of you during the week. College is definitely a whole different environment feeling. I love and enjoy hanging out with both my school and college mates, don't get me wrong. ;) For now, school mates feel like home. College mates feel like another new home. That's the comparison. My family home will always be my favourite home to be in! :) :) :)

I'm thankful I'm reminded that I'm serving God in camp, leadership and basically my every moment of life. I'm not doing it for people or myself but for God because I love Him. Sometimes I can go off focus either on myself or the flaws of others. Self reminder of my flaws is no different from the flaws of others. I'm on the road learning to look past the flaws of others, instead help them. I remember I once told myself that, 'I can use your strength, and you can use my strength. We make good team mates whether it be friendship, group activities & etc'. :)

I'm thankful I made a new friend in YC. Yay. :)

I'm thankful for the delicious chicken rice for lunch and tried the new bah kut teh store for dinner. :) I didn't get bah kut teh because they ran out of it. That reminds me, I'm thankful for my college friends! Muahhaa. :) I was craving for mamak food. They drove me there. We were... so noisy. Haha. It's been long time since I laugh till tummy ache. Okay, college friends, it's time we eat bah kut teh. ;)

I'm thankful I ate noodles before I head for youth service because I needed energy! :) So, equation of killing the zombie self of me, I shall eat breakfast. Yes, it is a great plan!

I am so proud of you, Pei Ern!! ;) ;) ;)

2010-05-18T01:37:00.007+08:00

Chapter 16 - 'I'm thankful for...'

I'm thankful for James. It's been long time since I wish people on my blog. Today shall be the starting point, I hope. Since I'm not going to text you, call you, facebook you, and see you today, I'm want to say, 'Happy Birthday, James!' The chances of your facebook stalkers to read this are low. Yay. *peace finger* I'm thankful that you exist in my life, friend. You made many differences in my life. That reminds me, I can never see you as how I see you after that day in your home. Now I see you as a small boy. Yeah, maybe as you're 5 years old. Small boy James had munch on his bread. Oh no. I heard you called my chinese name. *rub that part of memory away* :) I hope you grow to realize a lot about your own life, small boy. You know I have your best interest like anyone else. :) Keep moving forward in life. Keep stepping up and challenge yourself to become a better you. You'll get there. I believe so; to see what you are capable of becoming.

I'm good with recycling, isn't it? ;) *pst* You're still supposed show me how to walk like a '19 years old'. :P

Have a great day today! I just have to show the world that 'perasan' side of James was never dead. It was hiding well. Sigh, so full of himself. :) *hugs*

(9:15 PM) he:i have big eyes

(9:16 PM) he:sharp nose

and an awesome english

(9:16 PM) he:haha

i don't just sound like

(9:17 PM) he:i am handsome

(9:17 PM) he:it's the truth

muahaha

This stood out: http://www.markbeeson.com/mark_beeson/2010/05/methodist-monday-post-.html: The Ten Barriers to Brilliant Decision Making and How to Overcome Them

1. PLUNGING IN | Gathering information and reaching conclusions before thinking about the root of the issue…

2. FRAME BLINDNESS | Setting out to solve the wrong problem because you lost sight of your most important objectives…

3. FRAME CREEP| Defining the problem from only one perspective or, for no good reason, defining it by too many…

4. OVERCONFIDENCE | Failing to collect key facts and information because you are too sure of your own assumptions…

5. SHORTSIGHTED SHORTCUTS | Inappropriately relying on most convenient information without questioning if it fits the situation…

6. SHOOTING FROM THE HIP | Thinking you can “wing it” on your final choice rather than following systematic process…

7. GROUP FAILURE | Allowing the group to self-manage because you assume smart choices will automatically follow smart people…

8. FOOL YOURSELF | Failing to interpret the outcomes of past decisions for what they really say or rewriting history to protect your ego…

9. DON’T KEEP SCORE | Assuming experience is obvious and there is no need to track results or analyze outcomes to learn the key lessons…

10. LACK OF AUDIT | Staying vulnerable to the above nine mistakes because you won’t pay attention to how the each of those nine traps affect your results…

: http://www.sarahrhoads.com/blog/2010/05/katherine-craig.html: "I'M SO SO THANKFUL to be doing what I do!" There are those beautifully clear moments where we are able to see things as they are and we realize that the little frustrations are of no consequential value in the big scheme of things. It is in those transparent moments of truth we are reminded of what matters; family, friends, passion, truth and love. I feel so grateful that every time I pick up my camera I am reminded to be grateful. We have so much to be grateful for :)

2010-05-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

Chapter 15 - 'I'm thankful for...'

I'm thankful I had an awesome trip to Melaka before my college started. It's a good ending to my long holiday. ;) I'll post the pictures up soon or maybe not. Wee. :) Did I talk about it? Maybe, it's okay. Picture speaks a lot. So, till then. :)

Oh, that girl ain't me. ;) Thanks Siew Choon for slowing down Carmen's car so I could take these pictures. How can I forget your busy body that almost shocked me off? :)

I'm thankful for James, Ian & Sarah. I'm thinking twice whether to jot down the details here. HAHA, *hmmm* ;)

I'm thankful that James let me bump around his home till my parents came.
I'm thankful that Ian let us sit behind his four wheel drive boot. He took us for a long drive around his neighbourhood area. It was.. very, trust me, it's very adventurous. I ain't no drama queen. I couldn't scream. It was just so thrill fully nice! I just got reminded how Jian Shen scared me even though I saw him hiding behind the pillar. Oh no. Doesn't my brain just function so well? You gotta agree. ;) Sarah & I took loads of pictures. *peace finger* that adds to our 'first times' list. Yay, *high fives* I shall try not forget the rough bums, suspense turns left to right, suspense drive speed then slow down, & etc. Oh no. :)
I'm thankful that Ian & James for entertaining me well as a guest. Both their ways are different. One through action. One through words. Both showed quality time spent. Thank you for the drinks. Thank you for the piano played again and again. Thank you for that you let me be irritably cheeky, funny and a little annoying since I didn't had my chance of bathing since that morning. Ugh, sticky, sweaty, and didn't feel clean at all. I bath and feel so grateful about being clean back my own home. Thank you recalling my childhood memories of chasing people around. Thank you that you allowed tickle dies you. *peace finger* :) Thank you for showing your awesome camera. Like, WAH!
I'm thankful for the good times of dinner together with Anna, Sarah & Ian. Oh, mandarin, how did you find us? :)
I'm thankful I've gotten the chance to you both of you, brothers more. :)

I shall type no more about it. Muahaha. *peace finger* :)

I'm thankful for 'Mother's Day'.

This stood out: http://ally-kay.blogspot.com/2010/05/people.html: Like it or not, no one stays forever. They call it growing up, they call it the cycle of life, the call it life, they call it living, they call it death- the bottom line is eventually EVERYONE leaves.

I don't believe it's coincidental that people come into your life. Even the most irritating person has a reason to be there. Be it to teach you a lesson, or the other way around. The tricky part is- finding that reason.

If anything I learnt- be slow to anger, do not judge. Because you learn the most valuable things from the most randomest of people. I don't mean to be nice to everyone and let yourself be hurt/taken advantaged of- what I'm saying is, you don't have to let them bother you. If you don't get anything, at least you know you can get the satisfaction of knowing that no one can irritate you. Either way, relationships is life.

You are only alive by the memories you make. If no one remembers you, are you sure you're alive?

: http://www.sarahrhoads.com/blog/2010/05/set-unrealistic-goals.html: By setting unrealistic goals we are forced to overestimate our potential and strive to make the impossible, possible. These kind of goals provide an adrenaline infusion that give us the tenacity to overcome the bumps that we encounter along the way. I have yet to meet a successful person who simply set "realistic" goals. Realistic is a synonym for mediocre. I guess if I wanted to be like everyone else I would set "realistic" goals. But who wants to be like everyone else? Mediocrity is the villain in our plight as artists.

Having unrealistic goals forces us to be intentional about achieving them. The important actions we need to take are never the comfortable or easy ones. Rarely do people set out to achieve BIG, AUDACIOUS, seemingly impossible goals because most of us are scared of failure.

Dream Big. Think Big. Do Big. Set the bar beyond what is seemingly possible, you might just surprise yourself.

2010-05-17T16:51:00.010+08:00

This was written last night.

I can never get bored in expressing myself in words. :) I can feel joy right now. Wee. I need organize my thoughts down. Did you know I love doing that? Yes, I do. :) I have a few notes, so better wear your running shoes! Ohcheese, this is what happen when I'm just done cheeky-funny talking with people from msn to facebook. Okay, I admit, it's not true. I'm almost always talking like this. I love being me. :)

Random Note:

I am hungry. Yes, I eat little but I hungry fast. Oh no, save me.
I saw a mini lizard jump off the kitchen table. It looks exact like 'spiderman' moment. Cool! I hear the girls go 'eww, Daphne!' Haha, whosp? :)
The lightning 'gun shoot' faster than me replying sms-es.
Right now, I'm thinking how I want to impact people's lives. I think I should jot it down on my diary book. Yes, I should. I feel so alive. :)
I burped a whole lot yesterday and today, right Sarah? ;) Muahaha. I'm sorry, also. :)
I want email my friend to thank her for being an inspiring and influencing friend in my life. She ought to know that and to be assured again. :) *peace finger*

Discipline Note:

I need type out meeting discussion on Microsoft Word and send out to my committee team. I love doing it because it gets be thinking details (yumz), being organize with everyone thoughts into categories so it's easier to read (yumz) and strategies 360 degree (yumz).
I need today's mess in my room to be back in place. Yes, I cannot stand mess. It's weird when people think my room is neat. I still think my room is a mess after everything is in place. I have no issues, don't worry. :) *peace fingers* I need sweep my room. I hope to mop tomorrow. Trust me; I'm no obsessing cleaner compare to the past. I used enjoy sweeping my room at least 4-5 times a week. *cough-cough* No more, no more. Really. :)
I am convinced that cellophane tape and blue tags cannot leave on its own. I hope to fix on my room craft tomorrow. It's always calling out for my attention. Why, oh why?
I look up to the people who stay back in library almost every day just to read and study. I want be in their shoes one day. I want learn be consistent & dare towards commitments.
I gave away all my F4-F5 reference and workbooks. I'm thankful I've found a friend who wants my F1-F3 study materials. People dealt with their study books right after SPM but I just didn't. *peace fingers* :)

Thankful Notes - 'Chapter 14 - 'I'm thankful for...':

I am really thankful for that young boy in my youth service last two Sundays ago. He inspired me. He without realizing influenced me to challenge of stepping up my faith. All he needed was to step out his faith by standing right in front during praise & worship. The only boy who stood right in front in his own line. I saw his courage and humble facial expression.
I am thankful that I have nothing to complain about college. I just deal with it.
I am thankful that I used my free time by just catching up with a lot of people. They were surprise, happy, and in same shoes of happiness that we had catch up. I felt like I spammed facebook. Weirdly, a lot are on my facebook friend list but not msn. Yes, now they are on my msn. Yay. I can stop spamming their fb walls.
I am thankful that I could sms-chat with my brother last Saturday. It was funny and fun. :) My kor kor is one of my siblings that I really look up to. I am thankful you're my kor and exist much in my life. Same goes to my both sisters. :) :)
I am thankful I had catch up with my friend. I gotta say I'm proud of him. He's grown so much.
I am thankful that my friend spotted me so called presence attendance support of his first sing lead. I am thankful that God used you. Thank you for being a listener friend today. You know what I mean. :)
I am thankful that I survive two youth services. I felt so zombie. I have been feeling tired so easily. It scares me. :) I sleep 10 at night twice in a roll and still feel like I've never slept enough. Oh no, save me.
I am thankful that my zombie personality brings a lot of joy into people's lives. :) Alex, I have no fever. *peace fingers* Oh look, pineapple! :D I am thankful that I was too zombie in order not to bother about feeling all down, frustration, and disappointment. I love being able come up with plan B. Yeah, I've grown realized that if I am capable of planning A-Z when a few alphabet plans fail me, I have others to solve-support me. So, I can learn to stop react negativity when I'm not capable of controlling my life.
I'm thankful for my friend whom allows me to be comfortable with my thoughts for him to listen out and not being bad judgemental over me. Thank you for listening and being worried for me. I have God. Everything will fall into place in God's timing. I believe so. I just got to hold onto God's promises. :)

I don't exactly pick the same person to tell all the time. When you show that you're really interested on 'How are you?', and I know you enough and choose to trust you that what you hear from me is only for you to know and not gossip about my life, I will open up to you. *peace fingers* :) I used have trust issues with everyone due to my too many past experiences. I used stop being detail about my life. Now, I can't recall when I've grown to open up and pick people well. It definitely started from my family to friends. My heart detects open and close easily.

I'm thankful I received an email from my dear friend. I'm glad I'm someone whom you totally can be comfortable with your thoughts and trust me. I love you so much. *hugs* :)
I'm thankful I came to realization a lot of stuff about my life. Reflections come spontaneously to me. I don't pick my time and place. It just comes. Today was one of my 'once in the blue moon' moments. I want know myself more. I want discover more. I want grow up more. I don't want be 'Peter Pan'. I want live so much more because God has so much to offer. It's either I stay being childhood or keep moving forward. I want keep moving forward.

This stood out: http://www.ichilly.com/?p=4483: the change that’s best for us may cost us everything.

It’s activated by the heart of God through the Word of God. How quickly we forget that the greatest change that ever happened to us came through Christ. And knowing this, why do we try to make it happen by any other means? A person with a changed heart seeks praise from God, not from people. Rom 2:29

If you’re not making a change in the world around you, maybe you need to check the change within you.

Changed by the ONE who never changes

: http://www.churchleaderinsights.com/blog/2010/05/01/the-key-to-successful-time-management-a-saturday-quote/: “The key to successful time management is doing the most important task first, and giving it your full concentration, to the exclusion of everything else.” - Alex MacKenzie

: http://swerve.lifechurch.tv/2010/05/05/the-almost-ready-event/: Even if everything is not perfect, God can still work through a mess.

: http://bigisthenewsmall.com/2010/05/04/the-forsaken-leadership-principle-of-believing/: I don’t want to sound over-simplistic, but I truly believe that the lack of success for many team members boils down to the lack of belief from their coach. If you have a team member who is struggling, believe in them and help them to get better.

Theodore Roosevelt once said, “Believe you can and you are halfway there.” I’ll take it a step further and say, “When your leader believes that you can and you start believing in yourself, you are three-quarters of the way there.”

Coach em’ up and focus on the touchdowns that they are going to throw, knowing that their coach believes in them. Believe in your people and they will believe in themselves, what a novel concept.

2010-05-12T04:58:00.002+08:00

Ohcheese, I'm awake this hour. It's not good; not good, I repeat. I slept at 7pm - 2:30am; life is beautiful. :)

Chapter 13 - 'I'm thankful for...'

I'm thankful that I'm almost done with my rainbow medicines. The amazement and beauty of seeing people around my life showing so much love! I felt their love. To those who know who you are, thank you to the many who noticed my dying face when I insisted come for class and you did something about it. :) Thank you for advises on what I should be eating at that moment. Thank you for that 100plus bottle drink when I was looking was it but brought Vitagen instead. I'm glad I managed to share it with many of you. :) Thank you for making sure that I didn't pick seats under the air-conditional place. Thank you for that you allowed me rest in class when I really forth the battle in staying awake the best I could; *pst, thank you teacher* ;) Thank you that you showed your entertaining silly videos of yourself. It's hilarious stuff indeed. Thank you that you stood up for me. Thank you that at you spent me hot drinks before classes started so that I couldn't feel frozen. Thank you that you came into my room quietly to check my forehead temperature when I'm half asleep. Thank you that you cooked those oh-so-many-yummy delicious soups. It feels so good when you cooked it with so much love together mixed. Thank you that you drove me see doctor because you knew how serious this could have happened if you allowed me refuse seeing a doctor as usual. Thank you that you drove me to church when you really didn't have to because I didn't want you to be late for church service but you did it anyway. You're a rebellious kid. :) Thank you to the many who tried make me laugh; it hurts because of my headache, like lightning zaps. Thank you to the many who gave me warm hugs and pat my head. Thank you for your concerns. Thank you to the many for being happy that I'm able to be a little hyper means I'm getting better. :) Thank you that you gave me hard time solving riddles to take my mind off from focusing how terribly I felt being so sick.

This stood out: http://www.perrynoble.com/2010/05/02/sunday-night-reflections-143/: All too often we come to church today wanting to feel good about ourselves instead of being willing to humble ourselves and ask Jesus, “is there ANY area in my life that I have not surrendered to You?”

Communion was not given to the church so that we could feel better about ourselves but rather so that we could reflect on our walk with Him and refocus our lives.

There is a HUGE difference between walking AROUND Jesus and walking WITH Him!

It’s funny that in church world today people actually believe that how we dress determines our love for Christ…which is SAD because we serve a God who sees through our clothes directly into our hearts…and we can’t hide what’s inside of there!

What is the ONE THING in your life that Jesus is dealing with right now?

Warning…He goes for the HEART and is NOT impressed with the “show” or the “know!”

Jesus never asks us to give something up that He doesn’t replace with something that is SO MUCH BETTER!

2010-04-30T00:43:00.001+08:00

Chapter twelve - 'I'm thankful for...'

I have a lot to be thankful for since I last updated but time limits me to come here. I'm living out my life more than sitting in front of my laptop screen; which I'm also thankful for. I'm thankful for college but I'll talk about it next time. :) I'm thankful for yesterday because my siblings & I hung out together; spend awesome quality time together, I love. I'm thankful for today because driving practise was great! I enjoyed myself since the day I started. It's like my mini playground. Wee! I made new friends. I laughed so much. I'm thankful for having energy to go salon; I needed trim my hair. Apparently, it was more than trim; my hairstylist needed to do more than that. I'm hoping my hair grows longer in short period of time. I want 'chop-chop' it due to my frizzy hair. Wait till need of this year, I hope not? :O

I'm thankful for encouraging people around my life! I smell good food. Haha. :)

This stood out: http://ally-kay.blogspot.com/2010/04/today-differences-and-chances.html: but most importantly, it took people who didn't see me as who I am, but saw me as who I can be.

: http://www.relevantmagazine.com/life/career-money/features/19126-the-pursuit-of-passion: If you don’t have a clear sense of your passion, dream or calling, then try everything. Be daring, try new adventures, broaden your worldview and build relationships. “Through this, you develop character and insight as you live your life with Christ,” he said.

He stressed the importance of making your spiritual walk a priority. “Of course, during this decade, we often make our most important decisions as well—life partner, career, etc.—so it’s essential to be seeking God’s kingdom first in everything,” he said. “Matthew 6:33 has been my main guiding star since my 20s.”

The Message translation puts it like this: “Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don’t worry about missing out. You’ll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.”

: http://burnoutbrightly.blogspot.com/2010/04/more-than-just-five-stones.html: God always calls us to greater heights with him. God progressively brings us to a higher level that will be significantly harder than the last, to draw us deeper, to take us further.

In this season in life, I'm being reminded that while I might not have all the answers, the one thing I can do is step out of the boat in faith.

The battle is not mine, after all. This life is not even my own. It is His, and if He brings me to it, He will bring me through it. I don't need to strive on in my own strength. If He wants to do it, He will do it; and it will have nothing to do with me but everything to do with His power. What a liberating thought.

: http://www.speakingentirelyfrommyheart.blogspot.com/: from her many blog posts: When we keep our eyes focused on God, we remember his love for us and we realize we truly have nothing to worry about. God has a wonderful plan for our lives, and part of that plan includes taking care of us. Even in the difficult times, when it seems like God doesn't care, we can put our trust in the Lord and focus on his kingdom. God will take care of our every need.

He said, "Don't let people direct your path on how you should live your life."

They know i did my best, and I really did. I will work harder to get better results.

God has been speaking to me. I have learnt so much from him. and i am on to live a life that pleases him.

I feel like a new person, a better person.

I'm so proud of you, Pei Ern! :) *hugs so tightly* I love you, dear! ;)

2010-04-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

Chapter eleven - 'I'm thankful...'

I'm thankful for Sean! I can count on him to push me forward.

His wise words: drive, determination and motivation.

One task down and four more left!

2010-04-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

Chapter ten - 'I'm thankful...'

I'm thankful that I can count on my sister. For past few days, I trusted her to wake me up when I chosen take power naps. I'm thankful for feeling sleepy right now; it's only 8pm. I'm so joyful about it. I waited for this moment. I'm being hopeful that I can really fall asleep after this post. ;) I'm thankful for morning devotions. God make my day; my day gets better without fail. God still do wonders even if I failed finish my devotion. I felt it was the heart for God over the accomplishments I targeted. My friend once said, 'It's the quality not the quantity'.

This stood out: http://www.perrynoble.com/2010/04/08/pain-part-three/: enduring pain will often lead to tremendous progress. SO…for those who MAY be about to give up because the pain is SO intense…don’t give up on the God who has never given up on you…allow the pain to make you better, not bitter…and hold on because if He can trust you with pain then He can trust you with the provision He is about to bring your way!

: http://www.perrynoble.com/2010/04/07/pain-part-two/: many times He allows pain to come into our lives to remind us that we aren’t as good as we thought we were…and without HIS help, HIS anointing and HIS favor we are absolutely screwed in regards to doing something that will have significant and lasting impact.

: God often uses pain to get our attention…and to ignore the pain isn’t “playing tough,” its “playing stupid.”

2010-04-06T22:44:00.018+08:00

Chapter nine - 'I'm thankful...'

I'm thankful for my loving thoughtful sisters. I love them so much! Che, today, I enjoyed spending time with your friends and including you. You're such a joy! :)

On another random note, this stood out: Crystal's post.

She reminded so much of how I'm always thankful for being fearless. Tomorrow, I'm about to do something for the first time. Fearless, here I come.

2010-04-06T14:47:00.004+08:00

Chapter eight - 'I'm thankful...'

I'm thankful for these fishes. It's really beautiful! I gave it nicknames.

Meet the snails.

The one in orange is the 'Snail Eater'. The one in black is the 'Angel'.

The one that has long hair sticking out on its face, it's the 'Alligator'. The one that has the sad lips, it's the 'Spots'.

Meet the tiny fishes for the 'Alligator'. The bottom picture fish is called 'Tuna'.

We still love our 'chilids' fishes!

On a random note, this stood out: http://www.leadingsmart.com/2010/04/it-was-a-good-friday.html: Today, the win was watching the team. It’s a team Jesus died for and it’s a team I love. And for me, that made it a good Friday.

2010-04-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

Chapter seven - 'I'm thankful...'

I'm thankful for not being lazy hand washed my pink skirt otherwise my family's clothes would have turn pink, too!

On a random note, this stood out: http://www.relevantmagazine.com/god/deeper-walk/blog/1260-drunken-nights-and-easter-mornings: The same power of God that brought you Easter Sunday, and resurrections can bring you out of your own specific grave, whatever grave you may be in. Like Jesus said in all those Gospel pages, the kingdom of heaven is right here at arm's length, and it's breaking in on all of us, a nation of drunks and thieves and liars.

2010-04-03T17:22:00.030+08:00

Chapter six - 'I'm thankful...'

I'm thankful for the exact last Saturday from today's Saturday. I thank my YC cell group team for the help I needed; you all rock my smelly socks! I'm thankful for the members who turned up because we laugh so much. We became so trustfully personally with each other and share some out from our hearts. We were honest even though the truth may not be pleasing. Everyone isn't perfect. I am not perfect, too. The best truth is that knowing God still loves us very much, indeed!

On random note, James, I saw your white proton car! :O Look at the picture above.

On a random note, this stood out: http://sethgodin.typepad.com/seths_blog/2010/04/failure-success-and-neither.html: Failure, success and neither

The math is magical: you can pile up lots of failures and still keep rolling, but you only need one juicy success to build a career.

The killer is the category called 'neither'. If you spend your days avoiding failure by doing not much worth criticizing, you'll never have a shot at success. Avoiding the thing that's easy to survive keeps you from encountering the very thing you're after.

And yet we market and work and connect and create as if just one failure might be the end of us.

2010-04-02T14:52:00.004+08:00

Chapter five - 'I'm thankful...'
I'm thankful for God. I'm thankful for my salvation. I'm thankful that I'm on God's side. God gave me everything I needed. I am lack of nothing.

I'm thankful that God uses people. I'm thankful for Jeremy. He reminded me. I am an imperfect human. When I planned success and I struggled to stay strong, and if I failed, I should be happy that I tried. I could see how proud and happy my mummy was, and how my daddy challenged me. I'm thankful I didn't miss these motions.

I'm thankful for the bible. I should make use of it more often than usual. The bible is my breath of life. I want grow in God. I miss being discipline in everything I do. God gave me that ability; I should be my fullest. I grow so I can help others. I want a big heart for people.

2010-04-01T23:35:00.003+08:00

Chapter four - 'I'm thankful...'
I'm thankful for the rain. It makes me feel emotionally fresh; watching it by the balcony. I love it! It was not heavy rain or drizzle rain; it was nice enough to watch those rain lines everywhere with a little speed. The cool wind adds the effects, too.

On a random note, this stood out: http://www.markbeeson.com/mark_beeson/2010/03/cumulative-impact.html : And the results, when we cooperate with God, are worth our efforts.

2010-04-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Chapter three - 'I'm thankful...'
I'm thankful for my family. We're one awesome and adventurous bunch of people; I love it! ;)

HAHAHAH! :) We tried all the mini burger flavours. We loved the 'Original' and 'Black Pepper' flavours. Can you see my daddy trying burgers? :D My daddy was having 'Big Boss' burger.

Do you see me there? Yeah, I got amused by my daddy's car side mirror. I'm waiting for another attempt. Wee!

On a random note, welcome back home, Wong Xi Wai; the moo-moo NZ friend!

2010-03-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

Chapter two - 'I'm thankful...'
I'm thankful for Sarah-Ann. Thank you for last week. Our friendship is so funny because we do so many first time(s) together. *thinks back to past* HAHA! :)

She won't let me take a face picture of her. As me being cheeky and naughty, I decided snap a picture of her back instead. Kekeke. :)

This is a bad picture of me with Marvin & Marcus, Sarah's brothers but its okay; I'll take another one next time! This could be a potential picture of us laughing back at old pictures next time. *Starts imagine reactions* 'WHAT?! I don't remember that looked like this!' or 'NOOO, don't post this on the internet!' Those are for years to come.